...It makes sense, sort of...although I think at the moment I'm halfway between Australia and England, in the ocean without a boat...I'm keeping myself afloat right now..
Come now If that's the case then I'd say you're screwed... you aren't trust me It just feels like you are... now all I can say is that you need to work this out with therapy and to stay healthy... it's a bumpy road but trust me, you'll get through it ^.^
..Thanks, let's hope so