Janis15

edit: TW. Sorry, I didn’t realize maybe this isn’t the right forum to discuss the details I did below. Also I didn’t occur to me to add TW. Please remove or move this if needed or appropriate. Thanks. Thank you so much. I’m usually ok and don’t think about it but it rears it’s head at unexpected times. And it can be really dark when it does. When it happened, I did tell a couple friends about it, but often I wasn’t understood or it wasn’t understood. I live in a small city and the social circles are tight knit. I still know many people that know the principal person in the incident, (the

Thank you so much for replying. I’m not sure how this works and I really appreciate your reply. For some reason I’m really upset about this mess tonight. I don’t know why because it’s so long ago. I just don’t know why it’s so hard still. It was so long ago. And the hotline just seemed, not the right thing. But what’s the right thing when the thing is 20 years ago??

I came here because of something that happened to me over 20 years ago. For some reason it’s come up tonight. I’ve long thought that a support group might be able to help. Mostly I do t think about it but then sometimes it’s still overwhelming. I tried a hotline tonight but then hung up because I feel like that’s for someone in crisis and I don’t feel like it’s fair for me to take up that service.