DialATurner

Hi everyone! I've been telling myself for months to join some kind of online support group but I think I talked myself out of it because I felt like I didn't deserve it or didn't belong here. Without sharing my whole story, my trauma occurred when I was drunk, so I think I'll always be terrified that in some way I started it or asked for it even though I didn't want it (and at that point, I can't even be sure of that anymore). It affects so many parts of my life but I've already read a few posts on here and I'm pleased that behaviours I show and feelings I have are shared by other people