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leaff

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    Male
  • Interests
    Political science, international relations, mma, and religion.

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  1. I don’t give myself enough credit. Feeling bad, feeling stressed, but feeling like I can make it through anything!

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sending you lots of support! Give yourself all the credit, leaff. You deserve it!

  2. I just want to live a nice, calm, normal life 😕 I want to live with a sense of community and help people when I can. But it’s so hard to just get by in the US.

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      It's definitely very hard. :( I'm sorry you're having a tough time right now. I hope one day you can have what you want in your life. ❤️ Sitting with you.

    2. leaff

      leaff

      Thank you @Finchy, I appreciate it!

  3. It’s my birthday and it should be fun, but I’m also crazy stressed out. Still, looking forward to spending the day with my partner, it’s also our anniversary! :) 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I'm sorry you are stressed out. Spending time with your significant other should be just what the doctor ordered. 

      :happybday2: to you and Happy Anniversary to you both! 

  4. wish us luck, I’m taking my partner to the doctors today for a check up and then i’m taking her for testing tomorrow. things have been really up and down recently with doctors appointment so i’m praying this goes well. 

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Good luck, leaff!! I hope that everything goes well. ❤️ Best wishes to your partner.

  5. leaff

    newbie

    Hey @ayame, I’m so sorry for what you’re going through, but I’m glad you found this forum. This was my first real step toward healing, there’s a ton of kind and welcoming people on here who listen, and it’s been therapeutic to offer support and try to help others as well. Go at your own pace, and you’re absolutely not alone in this.
  6. Started with a new T, provided through a free service through a local shelter, and she was so nice! And it’s weekly! I seriously can’t believe it! 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :yahoo: Seems like some good news! Glad she is nice, and she is willing to work with you on the things that need to be worked on.

      Good luck! 

  7. Taking my partner to a doctors appointment and then downstate later for a genetic testing consult 😬 I’m very much hoping today works out.

    1. snmls

      snmls

      Hope all goes well. 

    2. leaff

      leaff

      It did! She got approved for all the testing she was looking for, we’re so stoked, thank you 🙂 

    3. snmls

      snmls

      That's great!

  8. Might be starting a new job this week! Here's hoping.

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    2. leaff

      leaff

      Thanks you two! I go in tomorrow for my first shift 🙂 

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :clap: congrats!

    4. Finchy

      Finchy

      :yahoo: Hooray! Good luck!

  9. @Campingalone484 so sorry that you have a reason to be here, but I'm glad you found your way over. I've been on AS only briefly but for the first time in my life I've found a place where I understand people, and I feel like (even if I don't talk much) people understand me. I hope your time here helps your road to recovery, and if/when you feel comfortable sharing your story, I'm sure it'll help at least one person feel a little less alone. Welcome
  10. leaff

    hello,

    Thank you so much! It means a lot to me that there's a place like this with people who're so welcoming and sincere. I know I'm just beginning a process, but this seems like a good place to start
  11. leaff

    hello,

    hopefully this is the right spot for this, I'm in my late 20s but somehow this is the first time I've ever posted on a forum lol. Anyway, hey everybody. I think I’m now fully contending with my diagnosis of complex PTSD, and I’m currently dealing with the worse flare up I’ve had since I was a teenager, though to be honest this feels worse than that. Two fairly big triggers have forced me into the process of acknowledging the effect that the years of abuse had on me and I feel completely and totally lost. I was referred to this site by a call to a crisis hotline in my state, and though at
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