How long before a slip up is no longer a slip up? How many times can u blame it on something else? Someone else... I feel like no one knows what it feels like and I can't explain... one because... Cutting isn't normal.. well in most people's books. But someone tell me why explain to me why cutting isn't ok.. I mean people bully and torment, harass and belittle. And when you don't do that out wards but inwards.. it's not ok something is wrong... Two.. I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling.. all I know is after almost 8 months of no red.. besides last night today is my second slip up.. so