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About jrludy

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    Southern Indiana
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    Travel, photography, music (HUGE Stones fan). I can listen to most genres, but have really started exploring the blues.

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  1. Back to work tomorrow. We'll see how it goes. I have friends who know the situation and will be there for me, if need be. So that will be some help. Otherwise I am a little nervous to be honest. Could use hugs, prayers, etc. right now. Thanks!
  2. Well the meds quit working this past Sunday, and I ended up back in a psych unit for the second time in 30 days. It is astonishing to me how deep and profound the abuse impact is. At times I feel as if my life has no meaning, no purpose, no point...
  3. Good Sunday morning everyone! Like the title says, I am 58 and suddenly dealing with things. I was sexually molested from the time I was 8 until I was 12, by four different people, all them teenage boys several years older than me. Some of it was extremely horrific, I've been told, though it is still hard for me to grasp the horror of it all. I was recently diagnosed with CPTSD, which manifested itself with anxiety attacks, flashbacks and hallucinatory flashbacks. WIth meds and therapy, though, it has become manageable. Anyway, I am not sure what else to say. I don't trust men a
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