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mini.finch

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  1. Totally derealized today. I don't know what's real...or where the day has gone.

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      mini.finch

      Thank you @waterlily13. ❤️ I appreciate you sitting with me. :) 

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  2. Totally derealized today. I don't know what's real...or where the day has gone.

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      mini.finch

      Aww, thank you so much @MeBeMary:hug: You're a total sweetheart. ❤️ Hoping tomorrow will be better...

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  3. I'm feeling overwhelmed, trying to make the right decision.  About intensive treatment program.

     

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, Patti. I'm sure you'll make the right decision. I'm wishing you well. ❤️ 

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  4. I'm finally starting to be angry at *him*.  I don't know what to do with these feelings, I feel wrong for having them but I've been angry at myself for so long and I don't want to carry it anymore.  I have an injury that happened around the same time (in a car wreck not due to other trauma) that's finally healing and getting treatment, and I feel like I'm feeling and processing so much right now and it's somewhat overwhelming.  Could use sitters and any kind words of advice

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you. ❤️ Anger is a tough emotion to feel. I've resisted feeling it against my abuser(s) for a long time, but it's such a valid and reasonable feeling to have...after going through what you have, it makes sense to be angry. You're not wrong for being angry. It's good you're letting it out finally. *safe hugs if ok* Do you have a therapist you can talk to and work through these emotions with? I wish you all the best, also with your healing from your injury. Take care. ❤️ 

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  5. Nobody understands me!

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, 8888. I'm sorry that you're struggling right now. It sucks feeling that way. We're here for you. ❤️ 

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  6. Struggling. Just struggling. 😔

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, Rachal. Sending you tons of support and comfort.

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  7. Started meds (Lexapro) and finally feel like I'm on the upward swing! 

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      mini.finch

      That's great!! :) I've found meds to be so incredibly helpful. Best wishes to you!

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  8. Yesterday I was grabbed by some rando while I was out walking my nanny baby. Now I don't know if I can even handle walking T. 

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      mini.finch

      Oh my, that's scary. I'm so sorry that happened. :( Seriously wtf! I hope that never happens again. Sending you comfort and sitting with you.

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  9. Things improve and there is a glimmer of hope and then BAM. The rug is yanked out from under me. I don't know if I have the energy to get up anymore. My SO's trauma plus mine (traumaversarys are next month for me) is overwhelming. And...it's mostly his. I am dealing really well with mine. Probably because I don't have any energy left to give to it....Hurting. Confused. Struggling. TIRED. 

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, friend. I'm sorry there's so much overwhelming you right now. Sending you lots of support and comfort. ❤️ 

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  10. Today is 15Oct. We light a candle to remember the babies that we were unable to bring home. :candle:

    Love to everyone

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      mini.finch

      :candle: Sending you love and comfort during this difficult time. :bighug:

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  11. I've been really triggered lately and couldn't come on here and read peoples posts and respond because its just too triggering. So this lil update here is really all I can post for now. I got my second dose of the Pfizer vaccine yesterday and actually feel pretty fine now, just a sore arm. My depression has lifted a little, its not so overwhelming anymore but my anxiety is terrible, I can't go out without shaking and feeling so tense and I can't talk to people really anymore. My sleep is pretty sporadic, some nights are good, some I don't sleep much at all but at least I haven't had a terrible nightmare in a few weeks now. Therapy is going ok, I've had two sessions now,  I'm trying to be as open and honest about everything, I've never really talked so freely with anyone before but I'm so tired of having these massive walls and not letting anyone in but being so haunted by my past... I still can't imagine a life where I don't feel like this but I guess we shall see.

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      mini.finch

      I'm proud of you for several things...for taking care of yourself and not reading posts when they might trigger you, for getting your second vaccine, and for being open and honest in therapy. So proud of you! I hope your anxiety eases up for you. I'm sorry you've been struggling a lot with it. :comfort: Sending you well wishes and tons of support. ❤️ 

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  12. Can't

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, Fieldy, for as long as you need. :comfort:

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  13. Really struggling right now. In a lot of pain. Can't seem to comfort myself. It's not my trauma but how my SO's is affecting me. Could use all the support. 

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      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, cupcakes. ❤️ Sending you lots of comfort and support...I'm sorry that you're struggling right now. We're all here for you.

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  14. I failed my test with just one point. ONE POINT. Mixed feelings. One reason was that I couldn´t find all the repetition material on our internet school platform for an unknown reason. Anyhow, there is no retaking it because it was not mandatory. It was just for extra credit for the upcoming exam. 

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      mini.finch

      Sorry about that, Wanna. That is disappointing, I'm sure. But the good thing is it was for extra credit and not mandatory...so that is good. I wish you the best on your next exam. ❤️ 

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  15. Have finally got the courage to come back here. As you all know, my case went to court and 5 men were convicted and sentenced. Following this, they managed to make contact with ‘associates’ of theirs and ordered them to come and find me…make me ‘pay’ for sending them to prison….

    I am broken 💔

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      mini.finch

      I'm so sorry, Rachal. This sounds horrendous. I can't imagine what you're going through right now. It must be so scary... :( Poor thing. I'm glad that the police found you, and you are currently safe. You don't deserve any of what's happening to you. Gosh, I just can't believe this. I'm so sorry again. You have all of us here, caring about you, sending you strength. ❤️ Take gentle care.

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  16. I could really use a foot massage and back rub rn. I am about to work out and all I wanna do is lie in bed and watch YouTube. Mood! 

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      mini.finch

      That sounds even better. 😄 NICE. ❤️ 

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  17. I could really use a foot massage and back rub rn. I am about to work out and all I wanna do is lie in bed and watch YouTube. Mood! 

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      mini.finch

      Mood is right!! I feel the same way (though I'm not about to work out lol). A massage would be sooo nice right now.

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  18. I need a hug!  😭

  19. I will meet 3 of my high school mates tonight for drinks and dinner. I will bring a non alcoholic option to share. I did my make up and hair. We will order in, so I´ll probably have sushi. What else. I bought toilet paper today. I am now having grapes as I advent the evening. 

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      mini.finch

      That sounds really good, too! Yum!! :) 

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  20. I will meet 3 of my high school mates tonight for drinks and dinner. I will bring a non alcoholic option to share. I did my make up and hair. We will order in, so I´ll probably have sushi. What else. I bought toilet paper today. I am now having grapes as I advent the evening. 

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      mini.finch

      That sounds nice! Did you have a good time with your friends? :) Sushi is delicious! What kind of sushi did you get?

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  21. What kinda name for a tv show is "naked and afraid"???

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      mini.finch

      I never watched the show, but isn't it the one where people are naked and left in the wilderness or something? I agree the title can be too much...it can bring up very negative thoughts. But I guess they're just going by what's going on in the show (being naked and afraid in the wilderness).

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  22. The kitchen is my home. My safe place. As long as I have a kitchen, a place to get lost in the crunch of veggies under a sharp blade, the sizzle of the meat in a pan, the whirr of appliances, the smell of food flooding my nose, i can be ok. 

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      mini.finch

      ❤️ That is awesome. So glad you love cooking and being in your kitchen so much. :) It's a great comfort.

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  23. I made myself spicy chicken stew with sour cream, broccoli and paprika for dinner, with cocktail tomatoes and rise on the side. Today was okay, I am just nervous for my upcoming exam as it is a lot to comprehend. 

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      mini.finch

      Sounds yummy, though I can't handle anything spicy haha. :) Good luck with your exam! You can do it!! ❤️ 

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  24. If you don't think this is about you...you're wrong! 

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  25. Really struggling. Something happened….💔 The police found me..luckily 

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      mini.finch

      Oh no. I hope that you're ok! I'm glad the police found you. Please take gentle care of yourself. We're here for you. Sending you lots of strength and support.

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