Finchy

Thank you @notmyrealnamexx and @Doll6.  

Safe hugs if okay

Thank you for the hugs, @Field8. Of course they're ok.  Thank you again, sis. 

Nobody at the office could help? Is this a regular MD you need, friend? Maybe going to Urgent Care, if they don't reply?

Hope you are ok.   Sending support and safe hugs.   

Sending safe hugs @Finchy. Hope you can catch them soon!! 

Thank you @MeBeMary and @Doll6. You're right...urgent care...I forget about them. I don't know if they could help. It's my foot. The plantar fasciitis has been putting me in tons of pain. I don't know what to do about it. And then my neurologist...he hasn't been returning my class...he's disappeared. No one in the office will pick up either. 

Thank you both.  *safe hugs in return*

Haha yum! I had a chocolate block with nuts in it. My favourite! 

I'm not a huge fan of nuts, but that still sounds yum! Any chocolate is great.  

Haha exactly. Any chocolate is great 

@orangegiraffe

Can I join the cuddle party?? 

Of course @Pink Sky!! 

Thank you dear friends @Field8 and @orangegiraffe.  Much appreciated.  

Sitting with you @mini.finch and sending lots of peaceful, healing, safe energy your way

Thank you so much @waterlily13.  

Here's me just wishing it was May (and the end of the school year) already.  

Oh I'm sorry that this time is triggering for you Finch. Sending hugs  It's weird the way time passes differently throughout the year. I always feel like January is so looong and then February always disappears in a flash.

Thank you, everyone.   Sending you all support back.

@Free2Fly You're welcome, Free.  I'm sorry to hear that this year hasn't been so great so far. I am sending you positive vibes and best wishes!!

@MeBeMary Happy to be of service, Mary. 

@mini.finchthank you, it's been a down on all aspects, hopefully spring time will bring brighter days. Hope everything is going okay on the other side of the ocean.

Safe hugs back if ok?

Thank you @mini.finch

Good job asking those questions! I know how difficult asking any doctor anything. You did it tho!  

BTW...send me your garment. I will have it dry-cleaned for you.

Good on you @mini.finch!! I’m proud of you 

@MeBeMary Thank you, sweetie! I was such a mess asking him, but I did it. Phew. And hehe, yes, I might need my outfit cleaned, thanks to all the snacks you pocket riders brought!  

@Doll6 Thank you, Doll.  

Thank you @waterlily13.  I appreciate you sitting with me.  

I hope today was a better day for you @mini.finch ? Sitting with you  

Thank you @orangegiraffe. Today was vaguely better.  I suppose I'll take a little better than not at all! 

Thank you @Charlee I am actually not doing great tonight, so your offering support is very helpful.  

aw im sorry to hear that

I hope today is a better day for you  

Thank you @Doll6. No, I haven't. I have session on wednesday, so I might bring it up then. I chickened out on sending an email.

Do whatever feels right for you. You’ve got this! 

Thank you!!  

@Doll6 You're welcome, Doll.  Thank you for the warm cocoa! Very much appreciated!

Thanks, Finchy!   

@MeBeMary Perfect quote!  

I’m sorry you’re struggling @mini.finch. You are very liked and cared about here 

Thank you @Doll6. You saying that means a lot to me.  

Thank you, I’ll steal one of those star cookies.

They do look nice

 I'm usually non-violent, but I'd like to punch anyone's gremlins away!   

Thank you for the well-intended violence, @MeBeMary!!  I could definitely use it against those gremlins. 

@MeBeMary 

@orangegiraffe 

sitting withy you. i am glad you aware he didnt believe you. i know it is hard but it is a good sign that you are aware of this. 

Thank you for sitting with me, @LuthienTinuviel. I'm glad you think that it's a good sign. I didn't realize that it was, honestly. So for you to say that is helpful to me. Thanks again.  

yeah. i mean it stinks that you dont feel believed co si think you should by someone who is supposed to help you. but an assault memory came back meaner one time when ithought my T was confirming that it wasnt a big deal. it was but i had explaiend to her very vaguely. so im here trying to pick up and do it on my own. if i was her i would have tried to encourage more clarification to find out that yes it was abuse.

How did everything go?

Thank you so much @Field8, @WendyAlone, and @sisyphus. You're all so sweet.  Truly it's MY honor to know you all.

Thanks for asking, Fieldy. It went ok-ish...as I thought, my doctor put me down about my weight. Insisted I change my eating habits and exercise more. She also still refused to believe I have as many migraines as I do. I need to get a new doctor. 

Ugh. Why don't doctors believe us? 

I did finally find a trauma sensitive doctor, same way I did with the therapist. I made a list of standards and discussed that I have medical trauma before making the appointment. It still took a couple of tries.

Blessings with healing your body! 

Thank you, everyone.   Very much appreciated.

Sending you support and sitting with you @mini.finch 

Big hugs.      

Thank you for hugs @MeBeMary and @Hope321.  

Sending hugs too!!!

Thank you, @poet-survivor!!

Thank you for the hugs and for sitting with me @poet-survivor.  Very glad to have you battle them with me!! 

Hugs for you. You are such a kind and caring person. I will give you some of my self-love to counter the negativity. 

Thank you so much @Tapestry. You're a sweetheart. I greatly appreciate the hugs and self-love. 

Thank you, Enigma.  Much appreciated. 

Sitting with you! I hope that the weather passes soon.  

Thank you @poet-survivor  

Nice weather is a lovely thing indeed!  I hope you get to enjoy yourself.  

I'm glad you are trying to see the positives of days like today. It was wrong for anyone to "steal" these days from you and reclaiming them is what you so deserved. 

Sending hugs, friend.   

Thank you, both.  @MeBeMary It was definitely wrong of them. It's not easy to reclaim anything...but I'm trying. I'm proud of myself for being able to enjoy the weather, even for a little bit. My mind wandered to the negative memories, but for the most part, I did pretty well. 

Sitting with you, @mini.finch - I have the same issue with the transition into fall.  For me, the fall brings back a lot of unpleasant thoughts and feelings. 

I am hoping this year is a little easier with you, for you've got us all to support!  

Thank you @Capulet. I'm sorry that transitioning to fall is hard for you. It seems we're the opposite as far as the seasons go, but it is difficult either way. *sends safe hugs*

True! I've got all of you with me.  Thank you so much for the support and for sitting with me.