Ephemeral

I’m sorry to hear that , it’s not much but know that I’m sitting with you and sending you hugs , love and comfort

Merci  

I’m sorry @Ephemeral  We are here for you Are you safe/okay?? Sitting with you and I’m here if you need to talk.

Sitting with you. Sending hugs and support.

@Enigma87 @MeBeMary thank you. I just feel so hopeless. I always feel this way. Last night I ended up just crying myself to sleep because I couldn't stand being conscious anymore. Why is talking about the SA so hard? It happened so long ago but it still feels like being in a never-ending horror film. Sometimes I think that talking about it doesn't help and there's no point to it but then there's also something internal that's forcing me to confront it. I'm pissed at my T because I've been trying to get a telehealth session for months and she says she's available on a certain date and then repeatedly bails with no explanation and just ignores me. And what's sad is she's by far the best T I've ever had because at least she doesn't bash me and tell me to go f*ck random strangers until I "learn to enjoy it" like all the other T's I saw