Thanks for the suggestions. This might sound stupid. I wasn't allowed to have friends for a long time. It's very nice to have you in my corner. Being so helpful and supportive. I feel like I'm making friends here.
I'm on anti-
depressioneds. Meds for sleep and anxiety. I have bad panic attacks. I have severe PTSD and depression. I was abused by my stepdad and brother to. It started around age 7 and lasted until my teens. I have a good therapist, psychiatrist and primary Dr.
It will take a while to physically recover.
Sorry for going on and on.
Hope you have a good day.