Hi @A Long Time Ago I want to tell you that you are not alone and I feel similarly to you. I know that having it in the back of your mind is hard because I share this with you. I just wanted to reply and say that After Silence seems to be such a welcoming place and I hope that you are able to find some good in your times of bad. I hear you and I support you.
Hi @Garnet! I am also new to After Silence and I am so glad that you were able to reach out for support. I know this was mentioned in a reply above me but I have found that the step of making an actual introduction post is very challenging. You seem like a very strong person and I hope you find what you need here to help heal.