I have just joined this today and I am looking for some advice and some support. A few years ago I stayed at my boyfriend at the times house - we had been drinking and I had passed out - and I woke up to him having sex with me. For many years I ignored it and pretended like it didn't happen and also making excuses that maybe I was too drunk and i had dreamed it. But recently I have began to have dreams and sleep paralysis about the incident and in the past few months I have had panic attacks or anxiety attacks when I have tried to become intimate with anyone else. I would really hope to hear your advice about ways to deal with overcoming what happened and if anyone could recommend any online counselling or therapy sessions. #
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