hi ! this is my first post, so i decided to use it to post here in the welcome tag
my name is ashe, i'm 20 years old. i am intersex and identify as a male despite what my profile says (i selected female because i consider myself transgender and was willing to hide that because,, i need support. but after looking around i decided it's probably safe to say that because i haven't really found anyone being transphobic)
i am gay, and i have a fiance and i love him very much! we had been dating for about a month when my most recent experience happened, and he was the reason i got through that mess
i'm autistic and have ptsd and dissociative identity disorder, as well as adhd and schizophrenia. yes, these have all been commonly used against me. people suck
i really like final fantasy (mostly xv) hence where i got the name lunafreya! i also love fire emblem. i like anime, my favorites being mahou shoujo madoka magica, love live, and gakou gurashi. i like rhythm games a lot, mostly love live and bang dream, but i have project mirai dx for my 3ds and i love it! i also really like playing mmorpgs. i was really into aura kingdom for a while and i miss it. i use these things to cope, so you'll see them a lot in my posts!
i want to do photography and poetry for a living! i write about my pains and i photograph things i find beautiful. a balance, i suppose. occasionally i write about beautiful things too, but my writing usually is where my sadness goes. i will not photograph things that make me sad. the world is already a sad place and i don't want my suffering to be captured in image like that, ever
i'm very mixed; there's a lot of east asian + southeast asian on my dad's side, and israeli on my mom's side. i don't know much about it because my parents were not good people and generally did not tell me much; i no longer live with them and do not have contact with extended family
figured i'd make this post more lighthearted! for one so people can get to know me better, and for two so people can recognize that no matter how intense my venting is or how awful i feel, i'm still a person outside of my trauma with a personality and ambitions and love. i am not my trauma