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Here I am, hoping to find some connection after disconnecting with everything and everyone I know. I am not so great with social sites, my navigation sometimes poor. This isn't my first post, hopefully I didn't mess up too much of the order or exceed my opening welcoming rights. Depression is what I deal with, the names given to me by society don't describe who I am according to me. Hopelessness nestles over me constantly, excuse my pessimism I present at times please. Thanks for allowing me the chance to have a place to go when I feel so empty, tired, and confused.
I was beaten inside a church to have the police warn me my life would be difficult if I continued to mention my abuse. My fifth grade teacher told me if the police wouldn't do anything about it, then it was probably best to not mention it either. Discouragement has defeated me on more than one occasion. This foolish behavior is addicting to some. To see them use deceit to target you shows their pettiness. Try and remember your thoughts can be bigger than those with a false sense of superiority. Preposterous perpetrators foolishly gather. If they boast while trying to slam you, it is sim