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spirit11
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(TW) Thank you everyone. I should say that I DO know that this isn’t something anyone can simply get over. That’s just one of the self-defeating thoughts that run in my head when I think about how far away from the event I am. I actually just started to deal with the event now as I was finally able to come out of denial and disassociation. My event was staged and I was lured there by a group of young guys and given alcohol (they wanted to give me to one of the men there who apparently “needed” it). As other people found out what was happening (some of the guys in the group called my
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I only recently started doing trauma therapy for an event that took place 19 years ago. The original event started a series of events that I replicated subconsciously, with alcohol, for many years after. As I have been doing this trauma therapy I am "waking up" and I want to talk about the events. This is very new for me... as for years I didn't even want to think about it. I went to many therapists and would sit stone cold and silent on their couches - at times even having them become upset with me for my silence. I feel like what happened to me was so important in shaping my life - yet