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Mae72700
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Thank you for your kind responses. This has been a very rough week emotionally. There have been a few things since but I posted to the blog since it’s so long. Would love your thoughts or just to know I’m not alone
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I thought I was over it. But I think there is something seriously wrong with me, like I’m just beyond repair mentally. I was 10, he was 17 and it went on for 3 years. I believed him when he told me he loved me and that he would always be there for me. He disappeared and I spent 20 years hating him for what he had done to me. He broke me. I’ve been out of work lately and got in my own head so I stupidly googled him. Well his number showed up on the first search. I messaged him and asked if he was sorry. He broke down, I broke down and I had a conversation with the man who’s memory cont