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Csprin1

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About Csprin1

  • Birthday 01/16/1989

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    Marion, nc

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  1. I was talking to an old friend, today, about some similar issues. Its triggered my anxiety, today. 😒

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hi, sorry you have anxiety maybe try some mediation for anxiety on YouTube if you get the time.

  2. Csprin1

    Liara 💖🐦

    My theraputic feathered friend. She's helped me heal, so much.
  3. Gotta love anxiety induced insomnia. 😒 I promised a little boy we'd be painting his room, first thing, tomorrow. I predict lots of coffee in my future. 😳

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry about the insomnia.  I hope you are able to get some well needed rest soon.

    2. Field8

      Field8

      How did the room painting go?

    3. Csprin1

      Csprin1

      Well, it didnt. 😒 We all got sick, and literally just got over everything. Strep, stomach flu, the actual flu, then I got bronchitis that was so bad, I lost my voice for a week. So, fingers crossed for tomorrow!😂

  4. Csprin1

    Hey

    @ShatteredSouI I'm glad you're here! Not glad for what happened to you, that made you have to search for thus site, but glad you're here to talk. I understand the courage part. I've only gotten to the point where I can say I was sexually assaulted, to people. But going into details, its just still too hard. I'm always looking for new friends, though. I'm here if you ever need to talk!!
  5. I am LOVING this bird. We've mastered stepping up, and kisses. But he loves to have his head rubbed. 

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    1. snmls

      snmls

      Beautiful bird!

    2. 8888

      8888

      Awesome!  Woody is very handsome as well.

    3. Csprin1

      Csprin1

      Thank you 💖 he's already a mess!

  6. My newest birdie is warming up, nicely. I have had him less than a week, and hes already loving on me. Thats rare, on a new bird!5O3zh0r_d.jpg?maxwidth=640&shape=thumb&f

  7. Csprin1

    Hey

    I seen that! I habe to upload them to an imaging host, first. For some reason, they will not upload directly through my phone.
  8. My kids, and husband, are up. Which mean my day HAS to start. Im not emotionally ready for this. 😒

  9. Csprin1

    Hey

    Hi, I am new to this site and am so thankful that I have found it. However, I'm not thankful that we're all here for the reasons we are. I'm not going to go into details, I havent gotten that far. But I am going to discuss my abuse, from my half brother, briefly, and suicidal thoughts. So, if those are triggers for you, please dont read it. I was sexually abused for 8 years by my half brother. There were 3 time, as well, where my neighbor did. I have suppressed it for as long as I could, and these past few years, its been seeping out. It feels so fresh, and painful. But, I'm glad I was able to suppress it until I was strong enough to handle it. I dont feel very strong, but I know as a teen with the lack of support I have, I would've killed myself. I know this, because I struggle with the thoughts, now. I wouldn't do it, I have 4 kids who would die without me. But, I still think how great it'd be to not wake up. I write a lot about my pain. It helps me process what I am feeling. I haven't gotten to the point to where I can really call them by name, even in writing. My half brother, the heroin addict, and my neighbor, the Christian, is how i refer to them. If you're religious, please don't take offense to that. I am too, but he hides behind God, like his actions didn't matter, and that's the worst kind of Christian. So, I guess I ironically call him that. But i mean no offense. Anyway, i have my bachelor's in elementary education and I'm getting ready to start my masters for SPED. I have 4 kids, a husband, 3 fish, 2 dogs, and 4 amazing birds. Birds are my therapy animals. They're so fragile, and require so much attention to gain your trust. They're so timid, and so fragile. Every time one eats from my hand, I feel such a warmth in my soul. 💖🐦 I'm really glad to find a place where others understand. And I'm so sorry you've had something happen that's put you here, too. I do look forward to getting to know you all. Thanks for letting me join!
  10. I am ready for the random crying, to stop. I would like to enjoy a day with my husband, without falling apart. 😒

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