Its taken a long time but finally i can pluck up enough courage to start to talk and share what happened to me from when i was 3mths old till 11yrs i was physicaly, sexually and mentally abused by mother and stepfather and other family members and friends but i dont feel like it was me who it happened to like i was merely watching but couldnt stop it happening i dont want to feel it any more not alone any wqay but hopefully through likeminded people i may not feel alone anymore. my name is trish and im 41 with 5 kids none of whom i know were they are but i love and pray form them everyday i