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Thank you for trying to make me believe that that’s true. I will try and be more comfortable with posting. I know I need help I’m just scared and terrible at asking for it.

Thank you so much everyone. This support really means so much to me. I’m just afraid to reach out because I don’t want to trigger you guys nor do I want to add to your burden. It’s too much for me to deal with so it wouldn’t be fair to you guys for me to do this. I don’t know what to do.

I can’t help but feel like I have because it just keeps happening. And it’s so hard to not think that it wasn’t my fault. Thank you though. Thank you so much.

Thank you for assuring me about the other private forums. I am very scared. I’ve been in that hyper alert mode since. It just keeps happening. I don’t know what I’ve done. I just can’t understand why. I tried so hard not to be presentable but it still happens. Thank you for being so kind. I will take you up on that offer.

Thank you. It’s very kind of you to say. I just wished I believed that it wasn’t my fault and that I didn’t let it happen but I can’t

Hi. I’m really sorry. I really didnt know what else to do but it’s been so hard because it recently happened again. I thought I was doing okay until it happened. I’m really scared to post my name I just don’t know how safe and secure this is. I just need to tell my story because I feel like it is eating me inside. My sister and close friends know bits and pieces of the first three incidents but I can’t bare to tell them this one. I don’t know who to turn to or what to do. I’m sorry. I don’t know what to say in this post.