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Melz

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  1. Thank you, been a very hard roadā¤
  2. He raped me once He raped me twice, I had to pay the fucking price He knocked me up I miss carried Heavy shit on life It's what I see Now Someday I hope he'll pay. Karma will get him I hope my pain goes away It's not fair My body used Then I had the baby blues That was taken A few weeks later More grieving for me The arsehole u see He's the one who's walking free
  3. Melz

    Masked

    Happy front Hidden tears Practise from many years I silence myself Don't speak unless it's kind Mum taught me that much Had the marks belted into me from behind. She was tough Deep deep sadness Never to surface To many scars unseen A life time of hurt. I overcome all things Many take time I push on through Like I've always had to Strong and alone Makes the road so dark I'm still standing I always find my spark. Don't judge me Unless you've been in my shoes Don't dim my light, it's already nearly out! I have enough internal and external bruises More then most have in a lifetime I am me I do my best Don't push me to hard I need my rest
  4. Melz

    I am tired

    I am tired Tired of holding hurt Tired of holding pain Some days I think, that I am going insane. I am tired Tired of being scared Tired of being brave Some days I just want to break down and have that be ok. I am tired Tired of power and control Tired of judgement to People being ugly to one another Verbally and unspeakable. Hidden from view I am just tired I just want to rest I want to live a life A life at my best So let me take a break Let me just be I just ask for one day One day to be content and happy For here I am now Strong and pushing on Some days harder then others But I keep trying my best. My best to carry on Here my words Hear them loud and clear Life is hard Life is not always fear I try real hard to enjoy every day But just for now I am tired, tired today.
  5. A penis A Bottle Your fingers to You think it's your right To help yourself, through and through The word Stop! The word No! Ignored as if they were never said You hurt me alot Drew blood to This was just after You left your residue I'm emotionally numb In shock you could say Nothing will ever Take this amount of pain away. What makes it worse, I write this today Even though it marks a year Seems like it was yesterday Your not the first to break my trust Over power me with such a demeaning task
  6. Lights do shine Darkness does fade Bad things happen It's not how we are made. It hurts so much No power, no care I was left, just lying there Deshevilled and distressed I don't understand why This is me now, I am a mess I want to express my world of pain But nothing comes, just silence and shame. I have been wounded in almost every way Damaged goods, no bright future for me I can not be fixed, just healed with time I just wonder, is this body really mine? What did I do wrong To be treated this way Why does this happen Alot to me!!! It's not fair I've had enough Please just let me be I am not that tough I will survive And move past this one day One step at a time I will try That's all I can say
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