My therapist also suspects that I have PTSD. She’s evaluating me further and hasn’t officially diagnosed me past an anxiety disorder.
I’m sorry that you’re going through this. Have you considered seeing a therapist? Here are some symptoms for PTSD-
Behavioral: agitation, irritability, hostility, hypervigilance, self-destructive behavior, or social isolation
Psychological: flashback, fear, severe anxiety, or mistrust
Mood: loss of interest or pleasure in activities, guilt, or loneliness
Sleep: insomnia or nightmares
Also common: emotional detachment or unwanted thoughts