Single Status Update
I've been on autopilot for weeks now. I feel like I can't function normally anymore and the days are a struggle. The nights are worse. I wonder if it will ever get back to being "normal" again. The last assault did something to me and I'm honestly not sure if I can ever go back to being the me I was before and it scares me. I don't know. It shouldn't be any different tho it's been going on all my life but it is. Maybe because another person was involved in it this time and I just don't know how to deal with it. I don't know but I just want to stop feeling this way.