i guess we have to introduce ourselves here and i don't know how to do this exactly but i was just hoping to find some guidance, comfort or whatever it is that i need to deal with what i am feeling right now. i have a great friend that i told her about it and sometimes she would ask questions, trying to understand, but i guess i need more. i don't blame her, it's a situation that you can only understand if you have been there, so i'm here now. i'm still reading the rules so i will probably sound lost
thank you for creating this.