WannaMoveOn

I decided to not study any more tonight. I slept bad last night, and I crawled out of bed to attend the lab for class starting at 10. We worked until past 6 pm, with one hour lunch break but no other breaks at all. I´ve learned so much today, I do not think my brain can fit anymore honestly. 

Thank you guys who supported me over my last exam. At least I am doing better at any aspect than last year and I actually enjoy my program, even chemistry at times. When I am done with my degree, I´ll be a biologist and agronomist specialized within plants or soil. Haven´t decided yet! 

I flunked my last exam with 4 points. Hugs please (re-exam in a few weeks)

I went to the grocery store. It was freezing cold on my way there and then wet when I came home. Sweden is amazing in several ways, but November is not. I spent my entire lunch break biking through snow and water. At least I will have falafel with oven roasted veggies for dinner, and we have shampoo in the house again. My pants need to dry now. 

Seeing my bf for the first time in 3 weeks. I am staying for the weekend and we went to Dollar Store today. I bought some stuff for my place and some treats like new hair brushes. We'll stay in tonight, having non-alcoholic wine and watch a movie. 

Pour yourself a nice glass of something too! Cheers! 🥂

I passed one of my two exams. The other one is still being graded. I am so happy!  72%  

Peak of the day: My roommate gave her poppy this intelligence toy with treats stuck in in. Little one chases it around and collects his reward bite by bite. 

I mildly burnt my soup. I will eat it, but it was a shame bc I was looking forward to it. Sad.  

Some hacker leaked my standard password. I have changed it to a stronger one on almost every website now. Of course this happened while I am on a train and cannot find my phone charger. 

#§*§2# hackers!

I helped my childhood friend packing boxes yesterday. She is moving back to town, closer to family, and getting professional help. I want her to be my friend for life, I felt that once more yesterday. She was grateful I jumped in last minute, but I am grateful I have friends like her to help out. 

On my way home now. I packed a big suitcase because the fall is unpredictable in the north. I've cracked a book on the train, I am trying to take the edge off reading as it has made me anxious many years. 

Have a wonderful Friday! Any plans? 

I studied 13 hours today with about a 3.5 hours of breaks in total. I also walked my daily goal, worked out and showered. I feel my puls rn. Exams are next week, hence I work extra. I really wanna pass. I really want this degree, even though I am still a freshman. 

I am tidying up the apartment as it is my week. There is black fur everywhere. I believe my four-pawed roomie is going through a makeover. I will take the trash out later, go grocery shopping and then bake a chicken/broccoli pie for the week. I also took a test today. I was a good Wanna today. 

I failed my test with just one point. ONE POINT. Mixed feelings. One reason was that I couldn´t find all the repetition material on our internet school platform for an unknown reason. Anyhow, there is no retaking it because it was not mandatory. It was just for extra credit for the upcoming exam. 

I slept the day away. I needed it I think. I worked some this morning. 

I could really use a foot massage and back rub rn. I am about to work out and all I wanna do is lie in bed and watch YouTube. Mood! 

I had 3 tacos and am spending my day in bed with my computer. It got kinda late last night. 

I will meet 3 of my high school mates tonight for drinks and dinner. I will bring a non alcoholic option to share. I did my make up and hair. We will order in, so I´ll probably have sushi. What else. I bought toilet paper today. I am now having grapes as I advent the evening. 

I made myself spicy chicken stew with sour cream, broccoli and paprika for dinner, with cocktail tomatoes and rise on the side. Today was okay, I am just nervous for my upcoming exam as it is a lot to comprehend. 

I made plant based pasta bolognese for dinner. I will eat candy and color my hair later on. 

Today was kinda meh. Geology works fine, but my hydrology calculation went so so. We are having boring weather too, so maybe that adds to it. I´m just taking the rest of the day off (we currently have 6.20 pm). I made myself some nice dinner and will chill a bit before working out. 

I had a sick day today. I had my second shot yesterday, and I got a light fever. I tried to study this morning, but then I got hotter and more swollen. I at least managed to eat a little, and now I have baked since I had no sweets in the house. 

I´ve cleaned the apartment, picked up a package, posted a letter and am home again. I am very happy and grateful these days. Two anxiety attacks this week, but I made it through. 

I don´t want a perfect life, aiming for a functioning one is high enough. At least I had more good days than bad ones this week. 

I´ve done my grocery shopping and made a ham, zucchini and cheese pie for the week. I am having some snacks and a movie tonight. 

Studied from 8 am to 4.20 pm today with a few breaks. I think that is well, considering that I didn´t study rocket science... but rock science   

The meds the ER gave me yesterday completely knocked me out today. I believe they´re not for me. I am not behind in my classes on anything yet, but I am still stressed out about sleeping away my afternoon.