WannaMoveOn

I prepared dinner for the week and shoved 2 weeks worth of laundry in the washing machine. 

I passed my re-exam, I passed my re-exam! 

So I was going through my economy for the month after paying my bills. I realized that the fee for a streaming service had gotten withdrawn despite me cancelling, so went to the company´s support chat. They ended up refunding me about five times of what they owed me. I told them what I had overly payed twice, so they couldn´t have gotten that wrong. 

So now I will have this unexpected money on my account in 30 days. Yay, free money! 💰

I share this, because I was anxious about my funds in the beginning of this night. Now I have some extra cash, which couldn´t be more convenient as I am moving soon. 

Just had Christmas leftovers for lunch and drinking the national Swedish holiday soda. It´s in stores for Christmas and Eastern only. It´s like a sweet coke. I also just showered and am wearing my pink PJ-pants. 

I am not a brilliant student this week. I am sick and have caught so much now my body hurts when I sneeze. I will bake buns this weekend and study so next week won´t be miserable. 

I miss my bf so much. He´s an excellent heat source who makes you sandwiches and my dorm is freezing and I need to go grocery shopping. And yes, I took a covid test today. 

I am not sure how long ago it was that I last slept through the night. 

Currently 02.41 AM here. I am also having a cold on the worst week possible. I have chem lab and an exam. 

My roommate seems upset. She´s been running through the apartment saying the "f"-word and screamed in her room. 

I pray I didn´t do something, but I keep out of her stuff so I do not think so. 

Ahhh. The satisfying feeling when you´ve stocked your fridge with fresh groceries, and your computer is not crashing during the 3D-lab. I have made a big veggie spicy chili bolognese. 

Home from a weekend with my bf. I have packed up and taken a steamy shower before bed. I stress acne is showing. It´s that time of the year, where I live it gets dark by 3 pm, and exams are approaching. At least there are scented candles and tea. 

Studying comes hard to me when it gets dark so early. Gotta do my best on chemistry tho. Also, I am moving to my very first own apartment in February! 

The doctor at the ER recommended me to see my previous psychologist at the clinic. I will go tomorrow just to follow my recommendations, but I do hope it was just a moment of processing, what happened last Friday. It was so scary tho. I could barely move for 10 minutes and my legs were like cement. 

I decided to not study any more tonight. I slept bad last night, and I crawled out of bed to attend the lab for class starting at 10. We worked until past 6 pm, with one hour lunch break but no other breaks at all. I´ve learned so much today, I do not think my brain can fit anymore honestly. 

Thank you guys who supported me over my last exam. At least I am doing better at any aspect than last year and I actually enjoy my program, even chemistry at times. When I am done with my degree, I´ll be a biologist and agronomist specialized within plants or soil. Haven´t decided yet! 

I flunked my last exam with 4 points. Hugs please (re-exam in a few weeks)

I went to the grocery store. It was freezing cold on my way there and then wet when I came home. Sweden is amazing in several ways, but November is not. I spent my entire lunch break biking through snow and water. At least I will have falafel with oven roasted veggies for dinner, and we have shampoo in the house again. My pants need to dry now. 

Seeing my bf for the first time in 3 weeks. I am staying for the weekend and we went to Dollar Store today. I bought some stuff for my place and some treats like new hair brushes. We'll stay in tonight, having non-alcoholic wine and watch a movie. 

Pour yourself a nice glass of something too! Cheers! 🥂

I passed one of my two exams. The other one is still being graded. I am so happy!  72%  

Peak of the day: My roommate gave her poppy this intelligence toy with treats stuck in in. Little one chases it around and collects his reward bite by bite. 

I mildly burnt my soup. I will eat it, but it was a shame bc I was looking forward to it. Sad.  

Some hacker leaked my standard password. I have changed it to a stronger one on almost every website now. Of course this happened while I am on a train and cannot find my phone charger. 

#§*§2# hackers!

I helped my childhood friend packing boxes yesterday. She is moving back to town, closer to family, and getting professional help. I want her to be my friend for life, I felt that once more yesterday. She was grateful I jumped in last minute, but I am grateful I have friends like her to help out. 

On my way home now. I packed a big suitcase because the fall is unpredictable in the north. I've cracked a book on the train, I am trying to take the edge off reading as it has made me anxious many years. 

Have a wonderful Friday! Any plans? 

I studied 13 hours today with about a 3.5 hours of breaks in total. I also walked my daily goal, worked out and showered. I feel my puls rn. Exams are next week, hence I work extra. I really wanna pass. I really want this degree, even though I am still a freshman. 

I am tidying up the apartment as it is my week. There is black fur everywhere. I believe my four-pawed roomie is going through a makeover. I will take the trash out later, go grocery shopping and then bake a chicken/broccoli pie for the week. I also took a test today. I was a good Wanna today. 

I failed my test with just one point. ONE POINT. Mixed feelings. One reason was that I couldn´t find all the repetition material on our internet school platform for an unknown reason. Anyhow, there is no retaking it because it was not mandatory. It was just for extra credit for the upcoming exam. 

I slept the day away. I needed it I think. I worked some this morning.