Hi, feel very vulnerable on here, and pathetic, i am a 34yr old mother of 3, and have been existing for most of my life trying to be normal, i was sexualy abused by my uncle consistantly on a wkly basis for 5 yrs and have been raped 3 times, i cannot sustain a normal relationship, i have been in my relationship for 4 yrs but am now at the point i need to leave, i feel very alone and get no suport, just dont want to be here any more.