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@WVSurvivor I have many problems with my mum. She is so critical and controlling. I take it but it makes me hurt, anxious, angry. Can’t she see that it is tall about her. She loves to give me little emotional digs, references to the past. “You won’t start drinking again will you, that will destroy your children and they need you” and so on. Laying on the guilt. Alwyat her bel and call because she has “no one else “ and needs me. It is emotional blackmail and I hate it. I vow never to be like my mother. She lived with us and you know, I got so ill, my husband thre her out on to the street and told her to go. Of course, I blamed myself because I wasn’t well as I hadn’t even spoke out about sexual abuse. It was one moreover thing to feel guiyabout. My daughters say no one would blame me if I never spoke to her again but I couldn’t do that.

I get how you feel it is a difficult one. I have learned to be harder and if she really knows she won’t get away with her bullshit she won’t do it. Has been difficult to put into practice though. X thinking of you and all those with controlling mothers xx

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