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Everything posted by Onefineday
Thank you I’m looking forward to it, a little each day. I hope you continue to find the help you need, it was so hard for me to come to terms that reaching out after that hasn’t been too terribly hard. It’s the “what then” part that is hardest to me. Thank you for reaching out to me
Thank you for the kind and friendly welcomes! I am new to this type of communication so if I’m not able to tag you in my thanks, please know I am thankful to each and everyone who took the time and to read and even respond so kindly to me. I’ve been isolated and felt shut-down for so long now, that most people don’t need to walk away from me, I push them away. Even if I don’t mean to. I thinks it’s how I’ve been keeping myself “safe”. That, if anything, is the one thing that I would like to grow from in my survival, that we can be friends. Please be patient with me, I might make m
Thank you it’s still kind of hard for me to talk about because I’m learning my triggers. Just knowing you are here is all that I need. I’m looking forward to getting to know everyone, too! I just want to be me, and no longer defined by what happened to me. I was a totally different person the day before it happened. And maybe one fine day, I’ll be her again.
Hello, When I found your site yesterday I was so relieved...I’ve kept much of what happened to me a secret for so long. I thought if I just tried to forget it and carry on, that it would go away. It hasn’t. I still question myself, a lot. I am hoping that here I can find a place where I can begin to open up and just be me without too much fear.