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Poppy_

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  1. Poppy_

    I am officially back from my time away from the site! It was a much needed 5 days, but I am happy to be back here :) Hoping everyone is doing well! Sending hugs to all would would like one! :hug:

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      :hug:

  2. Poppy_

    I just really don't see the point in living anymore. I'm done. 

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    2. Goldeneye

      Goldeneye

      Sitting with you if ok. Sometimes everything seems like this.. life seems so dark and pointless. But keep fighting, later you'll find why it worth living and fighting. I almost stop at some point and I don't regret keep going. It's not always easy, but it worth it ! 

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      So sorry I am late, but sitting with you if that's ok, I'm here if you want to message me ❤️ 

    4. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      I am late too but I just wanted to check in. Do you know a hot line that you maybe could use? Sitting with you if ok?

  3. Poppy_

    I'm feeling really screwed up and broken. I'm trying to act like I'm okay, but I really need this feeling to pass. Ugh. :( 

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I hate that feeling. We can sit with each other :throb:

    2. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      I would love that :throb: @Iheartcupcakes

  4. Poppy_

    I'm genuinely happy right now. I haven't felt this good in a long time and it feels like a breath of fresh air :) 

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      I'm happy you're happy Poppy :)

    3. Ghostly Lilian

      Ghostly Lilian

      aaaaah it feels so wonderful!!! :lol: I hope you're still doing good, or at least fine

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      So glad friend!! ❤️ 

  5. Poppy_

    I've been really down lately, but I'm thankful for friends that stick around and make things better. Hugs to all of you today! :throb:

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      :hug:

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :hug: 

    4. Mave

      Mave

      Hang in there, Poppy!

  6. Poppy_

    It sucks when no one wants you around.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: If ok?

    2. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      I’m so sorry you are feeling lonely :( I will sit with you if okay?

       

      sam🖤

    3. 8888

      8888

      Sitting with you.

  7. Poppy_

    Just a message for anyone that needs to hear it :throb:

     

    picture.jpg

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    2. Running

      Running

      ❤️

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Good message :) .

    4. 8888

      8888

      Thank you!

  8. Poppy_

    Just something I made today to share with you all :throb:

    okay.jpg

    1. Field8

      Field8

      :throb:

    2. 8888

      8888

      Lovely! :throb:

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Nice. :)  

  9. Poppy_

    Just thought I would share this with everyone :throb:

    image.png

    1. snmls

      snmls

      :throb:

    2. Mave

      Mave

      :throb:

  10. Poppy_

    My T just cancelled session for tomorrow and I am panicking. I feel like I can't breathe. I don't know what I'm supposed to do now. I needed that session so bad. :( 

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    2. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you all for the support :throb: It just sucks when she cancels last minute especially when I needed to see her so badly. 

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Sorry this happened to you. Hope you get to see your T soon.

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      I'm late getting here friend but here if you want to message and talk ❤️❤️

  11. Poppy_

    Signing off and probably not coming back. Thanks to everyone that helped me along the way. I just can't be somewhere that I'm not wanted. 

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      I don’t know where you got that idea @Poppy_... I very much hope we see you again 😔

    3. snmls

      snmls

      It is an honor to know you Poppy. I wish you the best always. We will always be here to support you no matter what. You are a valued member of this community. 

    4. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Your always wanted here, im sorry you were made to feel like that. Im glad your fighting back and have returned to AS. I missed you 💛 B

  12. Poppy_

    Sitters and pocket riders welcome! Heading to a difficult T session in about an hour and I'm very nervous.

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      Sitting with you Poppy.  I hope all goes well.  

    3. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you both :throb:

    4. 8888

      8888

      Sorry I missed it.  Hope it went okay.

  13. Poppy_

    As of today, I am 60 days of no self-harm! What a year this has already been. I'm so thankful to my friends, supporters, and metal health providers for seeing me through this and holding my hand. It hasn't been easy, but I'm so proud of myself :) 

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Wow! Major congrats! What a huge milestone. :) You've worked really hard for this. Proud of you!!

    2. Field8

      Field8

      You are amazing!!!

  14. Poppy_

    Can someone PM me to talk? I need some advice and I don't have anyone I can talk to. 

    1. Sunshine02

      Sunshine02

      Hey! I hope everything gets better. I am here for you :) 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hope you managed to find some helpful advice and that your doing well .

  15. Poppy_

    Doodling because I'm sad. 

     

    pic.jpg

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    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      I, too, am sorry you're sad...but doodling can be a really calming outlet. What you drew is lovely, even if the words are full of hurt. It's beautiful and powerful. 

    3. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you both :throb:

    4. Field8

      Field8

      Sitting with you 

  16. Poppy_

    Everything hurts and I want to die. 

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    2. Field8

      Field8

      ❤️ We want you here.

    3. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      @mini.finch thank you. Sitters are welcome. 

      @Field8 thank you, it just doesn’t feel that way. Feels like no one would miss me and I have no reason to keep going. 

      @Iheartcupcakes I just don’t want to be alone. 

    4. Mave

      Mave

      You aren't alone in all of this, Poppy. I am so sorry that you are in so much pain right now. Sitting with you and offering safe hugs, if okay. ❤️

  17. Poppy_

    Feels so good to be home from the hospital ♥️ Missed you all! 

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    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Hope you are feeling better. :flowers:

    3. Finchy

      Finchy

      Welcome home, Poppy! I hope you're doing better. Sending you safe hugs and well wishes. ❤️ 

    4. Doll6

      Doll6

      Glad you are home again. Welcome back 

  18. Poppy_

    I did it! 30 days clean today!! :)

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    2. FleetwoodMacFan

      FleetwoodMacFan

      That’s awesome!!

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      So amazing!!  Just like you!!💜

    4. Whisper

      Whisper

      Congratulations!:clap::lindybunnie::lindybunnie::lindybunnie::lindybear::lindybear::lindybear::yahoo::flowers:

  19. Poppy_

    I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      I'm sorry your suffering, sitting with you if ok?

    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sorry to contradict your feelings, Poppy, but I DO hope you wake up tomorrow. I hope that you wake up, and tomorrow is a good day, and that days get better for you...you deserve better days. You deserve love and kindness and support. Sending you tons of support and strength. :comfort:

    3. Field8

      Field8

      I do hope you do my friend. I know things are shitty but they can only get better. Please take safe care of yourself.

  20. Poppy_

    I just feel so alone. I'm so sad. 

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sitting with you, Poppy. Sending you comfort. ❤️ 

    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Here with you @Poppy_

    3. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Sending my support ☀️

  21. Poppy_

    I love you even if you don’t love me back. 

    1. Rachal1

      Rachal1

      Hope you are ok ❤️

  22. Poppy_

    I need a hug. 

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    2. 8888

      8888

      :hug:

    3. Karriee

      Karriee

      :hug:

    4. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Im late on the hugs, sorry

      :hug:💞 B

  23. Poppy_

    I really need to see my T :cry:

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    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      I hope you can see your T soon. :comfort: Sending you support, Poppy!

    3. Doll6

      Doll6

      I hope you don’t have to wait long. Happy to sit with you 

    4. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      @MeBeMary - Thank you for the hugs and support. I truly appreciate it more than you know :throb:

      @mini.finch - Thank you! 

      @Doll6 - I see her Thursday. Not too long, I just have so much to talk about with her and I want to see her soon. Thank you for sitting! 

  24. Poppy_

    I ruin everything. 

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Hope you’re ok @Poppy_

    3. 8888

      8888

      I thought that was my job, lol!  In all seriousness I hope you are okay.  Sitting with you!

    4. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      I hope you are okay 😔 

      🌻🖤

  25. Poppy_

    I shared some of my poetry in group therapy on Friday and I got a very positive response. Everyone seemed to be able to identify with what I wrote. It made me happy to share my art. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Good job! 

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