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Poppy_

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  1. I love you even if you don’t love me back. 

    1. Rachal1

      Rachal1

      Hope you are ok ❤️

  2. I'm already so done with today. Hurting myself is starting to sound like a good idea. 

    1. mini.finch

      mini.finch

      Sitting with you, Poppy. ❤️ I'm sorry the day has been rough. Please do your best not to hurt yourself, though. I know the urges can be really strong and hard to resist...but you're even stronger than those urges. I wish you all the best and hope that things improve. :console:

  3. As of today, I am 60 days of no self-harm! What a year this has already been. I'm so thankful to my friends, supporters, and metal health providers for seeing me through this and holding my hand. It hasn't been easy, but I'm so proud of myself :) 

    1. mini.finch

      mini.finch

      Wow! Major congrats! What a huge milestone. :) You've worked really hard for this. Proud of you!!

    2. Field8

      Field8

      You are amazing!!!

  4. Idontwannabeyouanymore

  5. I did it! 30 days clean today!! :)

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    2. FleetwoodMacFan

      FleetwoodMacFan

      That’s awesome!!

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      So amazing!!  Just like you!!💜

    4. Whisper

      Whisper

      Congratulations!:clap::lindybunnie::lindybunnie::lindybunnie::lindybear::lindybear::lindybear::yahoo::flowers:

  6. Doodling because I'm sad. 

     

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    2. mini.finch

      mini.finch

      I, too, am sorry you're sad...but doodling can be a really calming outlet. What you drew is lovely, even if the words are full of hurt. It's beautiful and powerful. 

    3. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you both :throb:

    4. Field8

      Field8

      Sitting with you 

  7. Two weeks clean today! :) 

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    2. BooksnCoffee

      BooksnCoffee

      Congratulations!

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yay Glad you've managed it .

      :yahoo:

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Yayayay!!!💜💜

  8. worthless. 

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    2. 8888

      8888

      You are worthy of good things!

    3. AKB

      AKB

      Disagree, heartily. Sending you so much 💜.

    4. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you to everyone that took the time out to respond. This has made my heart so happy. 

  9. Six months really isn't a long time and I'm not ready to go. 

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    2. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you so much @Iheartcupcakes :throb:

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Hoping you are doing ok, sending healing and peace your way💜

    4. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you, @waterlily13 Hope you're doing well, friend! 

  10. Second session with my new T tonight and I'm so nervous. Pocket riders welcome! 

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    2. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you all for pocket riding with me ❤️ The session was great and we are meeting again next week!

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Im glad your sessions have gone well Poppy 😊

    4. redadmirals

      redadmirals

      Ah! I am late but I am glad to read that it went great :)

  11. I'm officially back! Sending out loads of hugs :hug:

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    2. Capulet

      Capulet

      Welcome back, hun! 💕

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Hi @Poppy!!  So glad you are back, hugs right back! 💜

    4. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you everyone for the warm welcome! Oh, how I've missed you all ❤️

  12. Signing off and probably not coming back. Thanks to everyone that helped me along the way. I just can't be somewhere that I'm not wanted. 

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      I don’t know where you got that idea @Poppy_... I very much hope we see you again 😔

    3. snmls

      snmls

      It is an honor to know you Poppy. I wish you the best always. We will always be here to support you no matter what. You are a valued member of this community. 

    4. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Your always wanted here, im sorry you were made to feel like that. Im glad your fighting back and have returned to AS. I missed you 💛 B

  13. I just really don't see the point in living anymore. I'm done. 

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    2. Goldeneye

      Goldeneye

      Sitting with you if ok. Sometimes everything seems like this.. life seems so dark and pointless. But keep fighting, later you'll find why it worth living and fighting. I almost stop at some point and I don't regret keep going. It's not always easy, but it worth it ! 

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      So sorry I am late, but sitting with you if that's ok, I'm here if you want to message me ❤️ 

    4. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      I am late too but I just wanted to check in. Do you know a hot line that you maybe could use? Sitting with you if ok?

  14. It sucks when no one wants you around.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: If ok?

    2. samantha2009

      samantha2009

      I’m so sorry you are feeling lonely :( I will sit with you if okay?

       

      sam🖤

    3. 8888

      8888

      Sitting with you.

  15. Just something I made today to share with you all :throb:

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  16. My T just cancelled session for tomorrow and I am panicking. I feel like I can't breathe. I don't know what I'm supposed to do now. I needed that session so bad. :( 

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    2. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you all for the support :throb: It just sucks when she cancels last minute especially when I needed to see her so badly. 

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Sorry this happened to you. Hope you get to see your T soon.

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      I'm late getting here friend but here if you want to message and talk ❤️❤️

  17. Just thought I would share this with everyone :throb:

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  18. I'm genuinely happy right now. I haven't felt this good in a long time and it feels like a breath of fresh air :) 

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      I'm happy you're happy Poppy :)

    3. Ghostly Lilian

      Ghostly Lilian

      aaaaah it feels so wonderful!!! :lol: I hope you're still doing good, or at least fine

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      So glad friend!! ❤️ 

  19. Sitters and pocket riders welcome! Heading to a difficult T session in about an hour and I'm very nervous.

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      Sitting with you Poppy.  I hope all goes well.  

    3. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Thank you both :throb:

    4. 8888

      8888

      Sorry I missed it.  Hope it went okay.

  20. Just a message for anyone that needs to hear it :throb:

     

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  21. I am officially back from my time away from the site! It was a much needed 5 days, but I am happy to be back here :) Hoping everyone is doing well! Sending hugs to all would would like one! :hug:

  22. I'm feeling really screwed up and broken. I'm trying to act like I'm okay, but I really need this feeling to pass. Ugh. :( 

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I hate that feeling. We can sit with each other :throb:

    2. Poppy_
  23. I've been really down lately, but I'm thankful for friends that stick around and make things better. Hugs to all of you today! :throb:

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