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Capulet

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  1. Just a quick update. I know there are a few people on AS that I regularly touch base with and I'm sorry if you haven't heard from me lately. I didn't mean to just bail. Im safe but overwhelmed and feeling like just coping with everything is all I can do right now. Physically I'm exhausted all the time. Mentally I feel like the only reason I'm still going is because my niece and nephew are here and they need me. Thanksgiving is in less than 2 days and it doesn't feel like it. It feel like just another loss. I know that's my depression talking, but it's how I feel. And guilty, cuz I haven't checked in in a while. I'm sorry guys. :(

    RR

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      :hug: Hang in there, RR.  We are not going anywhere! ❤️ 

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  2. im alive.....i guess.

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Hi, @LuthienTinuviel - nice to see a familiar face.  Hope you are doing well. ❤️ 

  3. Struggling hard. So sorry. I may continue to be scarce until after this weekend when the 5th anniversary is. Love you all so much. Truly. 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Even better, @Whisper, there's plenty here to go around. :)  YUMMY!

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  4. Struggling hard. So sorry. I may continue to be scarce until after this weekend when the 5th anniversary is. Love you all so much. Truly. 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      We love you, too, Amy! ❤️  Please continue to take gentle care of yourself.

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  5. Please send brainy dust .*.,'**',.*,.'.*'.,* so I can complete this essay on complex trauma

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      On its way!!!  You got this, Bright. ❤️

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  6. I'm officially back! Sending out loads of hugs :hug:

  7. Dealing the random hugs, take as many as you want...my supply is unlimited. ❤️ 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      @matts, @ActivistAlly, and @copper_lips - giving each of you more of these squishy hugs. :)  Hoping all of you are having a good day. 

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  8. Dealing the random hugs, take as many as you want...my supply is unlimited. ❤️ 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Take as many as you need. ❤️  Hang in there!  

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  9. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Always! :hug: 

      All is well, hun.  Was sick last week but definitely on the mend, now.  

      Thinking the battle with my eyes is beginning to shift to the losing side.  2:15am and I'm ready to go to bed.

      I'll be back later this morning. ❤️  

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  10. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      I'm sure!!!  I'm sorry you're unwell; I do hope you feel better soon, friend. ❤️ 

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  11. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      :hug: Hugs back at you!  How is your family recovering??

       

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  12. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

  13. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      I agree, @Ian37 - seems that no matter what the outcome of this election, there is going to be chaos and overall unrest that will follow in the weeks to come - and that alone is enough to worry anyone.  

      Sending support back, I do hope you can get some rest tonight!  

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  14. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      @SpiderManFan - I'll hope for that for him, too.  I do think karma will strike back and he WILL someday feel anxiety.  I do try to have faith in that, at least.

      I think I'll be up a bit longer.  It's literally 12am here, but I'm not needing to be up early, so might stretch bedtime a bit.

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  15. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      @Ian37 - you're right.  Shifting between confident and uneasy too many times tonight.  :(  There's a lot that I don't trust.  

      I knew I couldn't be the only one who's antsy tonight so felt I should see if anyone wanted to sit together.  

       

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  16. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      @crigidares15 - I am sending you hugs, if you would be okay with that. ❤️   Psssst.  I had a drink tonight, too.  I think it'll be a long, long few days.

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  17. Mid-night check-in.  How's everyone doing this evening?

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      @SpiderManFan - me, too!  I've been watching since 6pm.  A bit anxious, myself!  Keeping myself multi-tasking seems to help. :) 

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  18. I'm so  stupid   I messed   up why writing  is bad  for me  

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      ❤️   I'm behind Mary, 100% and am sitting with you.  Please keep writing, friend, it's so healing.  

      Hang in there!!!

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  19. Not feeling like myself. I want to be cheerful and motivated, but am dragging and detached from everyone and everything. I’m sorry for being MIA. I love and support you all. ❤️🌺

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Take all the time you need, friend. ❤️  We are here for you, always - it's okay to not be okay right now, or at least motivated and cheerful.  We love you regardless! :) 

      Big hugs,
      - Cap

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  20. All right.  I need a hug.  Or two.  Or two hundred...

  21. All right.  I need a hug.  Or two.  Or two hundred...

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Thank you, to everyone.  The hugs are truly loved. ❤️ 

      Feeling a little bit better today.  I had a WEIRD couple days.  It's all in the blogs if you're so inclined.  I pushed out three blog entries, three days in a row.  I guess I had a lot of thinking to do.

      Big hugs coming back to each and every one of you.  (Regardless of how well I know you, digital hugs are always welcome.)

      ❤️ 

      - Cap

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  22. All right.  I need a hug.  Or two.  Or two hundred...

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Thank you all. ❤️  

      I was having a moment.  I'm okay, but still feeling a bit off today.  

      Keep them coming, please!

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  23. Nothing is helping. I felt a bit better after writing yesterday and posting it here, but I am still in a pit. I am at work trying to avoid everyone so that I don't take it out on them. I left my anxiety meds at home...but what good would they do anyway? I feel more depressed than anxious. I wish I was home with my dogs. But even then, I am still suffering. I have no idea what to do. 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      @Iheartcupcakes, I hear ya....that lack of motivation is exactly what I struggled with, these past few weeks, mainly. 

      Hair appointment sounds nice but I TOTALLY get that there's no desire to get yourself there, put on the happy face, and to let your hairdresser work her magic...

      Awww, friend.  Still sitting quietly in your pocket. ❤️ 

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  24. Nothing is helping. I felt a bit better after writing yesterday and posting it here, but I am still in a pit. I am at work trying to avoid everyone so that I don't take it out on them. I left my anxiety meds at home...but what good would they do anyway? I feel more depressed than anxious. I wish I was home with my dogs. But even then, I am still suffering. I have no idea what to do. 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      ❤️ I gotcha, friend.  Been trying to climb out of my own pit, so I hear you on this, loud and clear.  It's so hard to find the right footing when we're feeling like this, but do keep at it...and please do try to take care of yourself in every which way possible.  Hot beverages.  A little R&R.  The doggy cuddles will help, too.  Give them both a kiss from me!

      Sitting with you in solidarity.

      - Cap

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