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Capulet

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  1. Doing better with anxiety over my dad's terminal cancer. Going home to see him in 11 days. If you need me, I am here. You can always PM. I will always want to talk with you and support you. I love my AS family :throb:

  2. Unconditional. 

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    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      What a beautiful portrait of unconditional love! ❤️ 

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  3. feeling awful

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Sitting with you @666anon - hang in there.  I hope your day brightens!

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  4. I'm trying to find a new therapist.  I'm feeling depressed and anxious.  I keep wanting to isolating myself.

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      It's important not to isolate when we're feeling so badly.  I'm sitting with you, hoping this helps for you to feel a bit less alone. Sending hugs.

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  5. Hope you all are ready for the topic chat tonight at 7:00 p.m. EST/ 6:00 p.m. CST! We'll be going over how to nurture our inner child. See you then!

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      I'm ready!  I'll see you all there!

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  6. I’m trying to ground, I don’t feel good and I can feel a panic attack coming on, I don’t want to have a panic attack, I’m scared :( 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Deep breaths, friend!!!  Keep breathing.  This will pass.  Remember - you're safe!!! ❤️   

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  7. I’m trying to ground, I don’t feel good and I can feel a panic attack coming on, I don’t want to have a panic attack, I’m scared :( 

  8. Depression feels bad today.  I’ve accepted what happened to me for what it was, I’ve always known it, but accepting that comes with so much fear and anxiety and self-loathing that I stopped fighting and let it happen :( 

    http://www.aftersilence.org/forum/index.php?/topic/135280-acceptance/

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Sending you as many hugs as you can stand, friend.  You did a good thing by finding and recognizing your acceptance, and all that not-so-fun stuff is no surprise - but know that you did whatever you could possibly do to survive the moment.  You are not to blame, luv, not one bit!!!

      Way to go on finding your voice on this.  I'm so proud of you! ❤️ 

       

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  9. I am pretty ugly.

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    Did I catch your attention?

    I would like to challenge everyone to view themselves a different way today. 

    Please read:

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    If you read thru and back... do know YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Don't ever doubt it! :throb:

     

  10. Here's a sweet image I found on my social media feed....

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    Wrap someone today.  They may need it!

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      YES, @snmls - I like that, too.  Hugs or 'wraps' are always better received when they're offered with a 'can I?' first. :)

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  11. Healing is never linear... ❤️ 

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    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      So true! ❤️ A fairly decent likeness of what the path ahead looks like, though.  :hug:

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  12. Feeling scared about a bleak future and longing for human connection. 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      We are here for you, @sweetfeather5.  Please know that you are not alone.  Mary is right - you deserve wonderful things and genuine connections...do not give up on your search.  These are things more easily found than a lot of the other things we may be looking for.  You need only ask. :)

      Sitting with you, as well.

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  13. Thunderstorms....Flashbacks...Sitters please

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Sitting with you, too, friend.  Hoping the storms have passed!  :throb:

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  14. I can relate to so many topics here. And I really want to reach out. To the people I relate to. Let them know they're not alone and that I feel this way too. That we can help each other. 
    But most of the times it feels so difficult to read through. To answer. It means having to put myelf out there. It means rebelling. It is so hard. I'm not there yet but I really want to be. 
    This is an amazing community. I am still getting to grips with the fact that I belong here.

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      We're happy to have you here, too. :)  Please take your time looking around and only reach out when you're truly ready.  We'll still be here!  That's one of the things I love the most about this site - it's self-paced, and you're NEVER obligated to put more out there than you're comfortable with.  Looking forward to getting to know you further when you're ready to share.  My best wishes to you - hope your weekend is going well!

      - Cap

  15. Emily Doe...the survivor of Brock Turner, has named herself. Be warned of a flurry of news coverage. I am being tagged in it everywhere, and I can't deal. She named herself for the EXACT same reasons I did. I made the media publish my name because my name is NOT victim, complainant, accuser, or alleged anything. Me asserting, "My name is Amy Stanley!" actually became the title of one piece. Crying in my office at work now after being tagged and reading. I can't take away her pain...and I can't take away mine. Feeling helpless and broken. 

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      :hug:I am sitting close by, friend.  You are loved and supported!!!!  

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  16. I am well-deserving of all the good things today has to offer <3

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      You absolutely are, @moongoddess - enjoy each and every one of those good things, today, tomorrow and every day!  :throb:

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  17. Saturday's message:  It's OKAY!

    - to make mistakes
    - to have bad days
    - to be less than perfect
    - to do what's best for you
    - to be yourself

    Hoping everyone's having a good weekend.

    Love to you all!  :throb:

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Of course, Free2Fly....those are okay, too!  :throb:

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  18. Friday wisdom.  TGIF, everybody!

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    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      You got it, @Amsekhmet!!!!  I am raising my glass (of water) to this, today.  And smiling, too. :)  TGIF!

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  19. Another reason I love our community so much!  :throb:  Hoping everyone had a good weekend! 

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  20. Wanting to share this with my AS Community this evening.  :throb: 

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  21. My soul is sad and tired today.

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Sitting with you and sending you hugs and all of my support!!!  Hang in there...and get some rest.  

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  22. Coming back to AS after several years away

  23. Attended my first Pride today.  It was a day full of love and happiness.  

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      :throb:  As it should be. :)  Glad you had an enjoyable day!

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  24. I’ve lost all my friends. They are all gone. I have no one to vent and talk to when these thoughts are racing. I’ve been awake 3 days straight. I’m desperate for a conversation with someone but my parents are off limits and my boyfriend is already showing weird signs concerns but not saying so I can’t talk to him. I feel truly alone

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Thinking of you, @Brooklyn24 - you have us.  100%.  Please let us know how you're doing.  We're all thinking of you. By the way, I'm having some awful trouble with sleep lately, so if you're up late, give me a shout.  Sending safe, healing hugs your way.

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