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Brooklyn24

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  1. Brooklyn24

    have I slept in 3 days? No

    have I eaten in 3 days? No

    am I doing absolutely great a majority of the time? Kinda 

    basically..... I am in such a fxck it mood like nothing even matters nothings even real yeeeeee

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I am so sorry you are having trouble sleeping or eating. Maybe you could talk to a doctor about something to help? I had to take sleeping pills for a while. I probably still should be...

  2. Brooklyn24

    You’ll get through this, just follow the light in the darkness. 

    Youre gunna be ok.

  3. Brooklyn24

    All my effort is currently exhausted by trying to maintain my high-functioning public persona

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      sorry to hear your feeling exhausted with it all.

  4. Brooklyn24

    Tonight’s logic- can’t sleep because I’m depressed; depressed because I can’t sleep. It’s 5am 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Damn , sorry to hear you can't sleep , I've had one of those type of nights before.

      hope you manage to sleep soon.

  5. Brooklyn24

    There’s just to much that time cannot erase. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      it just takes awhile, while it may not be erased completely perhaps just focus on the present friend.

    2. Capulet

      Capulet

      You are right about that.  We can, however, remember that while the past cannot be erased, everything we do can change our future. Please try to focus on that.  Sending you positive vibes and good thoughts.  :throb: 

    3. Brooklyn24

      Brooklyn24

      Thank you xx

  6. Brooklyn24

    I’m scared. I feel like I need to die before my parents. I don’t want them to die first. But I don’t want them to have to bury me because that’s isn’t right either. In a perfect world, we’d all die at the same time

    1. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      I totally get this feeling. I can’t bear the thought of losing my parents ever. I’d rather die first. But I’d hate to put them through that.....

    2. Beekey

      Beekey

      Try not to think of bad things that cause you stress and to worry. I understand that fear of death though - I think everyone can relate to that. 

  7. Brooklyn24

    Drowning in a pool of self pity. Don’t mind me

    1. Unikitty

      Unikitty

      #same sorry girl

  8. Brooklyn24

    Thinking about talking to someone on the rainn online hotline but the wait is long and I am so on edge. Uhggg this is a shit show

    1. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Hope you managed to get through

  9. Brooklyn24

    Police were just at my house, it’s midnight and they woke my parents. I can’t believe this, I trusted you ); couldn’t tell the police officer the truth even tho he was nice.. now my parents are sad and I’m even worse off

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      Goodness. I am so sorry. 

    3. DukeDorito

      DukeDorito

      Are you alright? Sounds rough.

  10. Brooklyn24

    And I can't fall asleep without a little help
    It takes a while to settle down
    My shivered bones
    Until the panic sets

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

  11. Brooklyn24

    Think I might try to go to a meeting tonight. If I can work up the courage

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      your strong and you can do this will be here :) 

    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      If it makes you feel better, I know you can :) 

  12. Brooklyn24

    Can someone, anyone please talk with me???? I’m panicking, I feel like I’m dying my heart is exploding. I have no where to turn 😭😭😭 idk what I need, I really just don’t know

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      With your mind find something positive to you and think really hard about it perhaps a dream a good dream, how it would feel if it was happening right now.

    2. pattyr

      pattyr

      Sitting with you @Brooklyn24and I am sorry you are feeling so awful.  I know a panic feeling something like you describe and it's a terrible feeling.  You're not alone.

    3. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I am so sorry. I know that feeling is unbearable. I hope you are feeling okay now. 

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