I wanted to share my story with the hopes of relating to others.
First off, I am a married male that was Assaulted by a female stranger. This has very hard and confusing for me...
background: I was recently diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, and I was given Buspar to help allivate. About a month after I started the medication, I went out with friends to a brewery. I was unaware of the dire interaction between Buspar and Alcohol... it’s not good. I was incoherent. Google it.
my friends were concerned about my well being and helped me order an Uber at about 10:30pm. My Uber drive (female, heavier, about 15 years older than me - almost 50) started to drive me home, but at some point, she pulled over in a subdivision, got in the back and proceeded to have sex with me. I did not push her off or say no... but I don’t remember a lot of it.
I have been living in hell... and in some really dark places. I have not told my wife but plan to this week...
sexual assault of men (by woman) is taboo and is rarely talked... I feel isolated
thanks for listening