Icyjava8

When I was trying to explain to my mother how the guys used threats to keep me submissive including allowing me to be terrified that I would get knifed (they all carried them and one did threaten a friend who was trying to protect me). She asked if I was ever raped at knifepoint. My reply was "No, it was not at my throat, but it was in reaching distance most of the times." Her invalidating reply was "Well that doesnt count as threating." :angry:

A long list, I will probably add new posts when they occur. "You and Eric have ruin the family" My sister referring the fact that both my brother and I have PTSD. "You are just making it up so you can get attention" Like I want to go through the pain??? This was told to me by my sister while I was shaking and crying. What is even worse is that my parents want me to get over the fact that my sister thinks I am lying. "Oh, she is overreacting." My parents telling my understanding sister that they were not coming home to take care of me after my sister had picked me up because I was h

Hi I am new to this forum. I was referred to it by a friend. My hope is that this will help me through the rough times and give me some comfort when I am hiding from the memories.