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ashamedof what?you askin bewildermentbut i can't tellcuz of the shamethat isever presentaround peopleinsidei hate thati was violatedthat i have urgesi can't controlthat when i lookat youi am pulledto certainpartsand i betthat you could telli feel like youare lookingwith scorncontemptfor the little boy who'sbeen called idiotthat's how you see memy brain whispersi need to hidei knowyou are laughingat medo i smell?did i door saysomething stupid?and i'm ashamedcuz i see howall the kids my agelaugh playand live.there's somethingI'm missingwhat is it?are they in ona joke?they have funplaying sportsand gameswhat's wrongwith me?I'm so ashamedcan't look youin the faceyou must knowhow weird iam actingand peopleignore meand lose interestwhen I speakwhat are they seeing?I am so ashamedit's all hiddeni can't justask youwhat's wrong withmeyou hate methat's why youignore meandi'm too embarrassedto reveal my sexualitywas uncoveredyou'll be soangryso it's allinsidei totallynegatemy existenceit's justtoo hardi'm only 8 yearsoldbut believe mei'm ready todiedo you get it now?