Hi everyone, I've been reading other intros while waiting to get accepted and it's been oddly refreshing reading things from other people who have been through something similar. I've been in denial about what happened, I think I still might be slightly as I'm still having a difficult time labelling it, but I had a friend get me intoxicated to take my virginity. It was last year, and I felt wrong immediately, shortly after falling into a depression but I couldn't understand why. He never hurt me physically, but he held me down when I struggled and never talked to me or asked me before doing anything. All of these Hollywood accusations have made me start reflecting on what happened and have made me see some things differently, so I'm hoping to start coming to terms with what actually happened and how to move on from it.