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  1. What happened in my world became public on a tragic night when someone was almost murdered...for the 'concern'. Wrong someone. I was blamed and i buried it deep in my psyche I guess. The next morning I forgot. When I remembered...due to hateful people instigating it...it was 20 years later or more. The rest o fthe 'world' knew and hated me. Loathed me. Didn't believe me. I didn't get it. Until this year when an all out attack on my person ensued. I'm terrified to post this. It wasn't a physical attack, but a cowardly mental and emotional attack...by so called Christians. I guess I'm suddenly angry. A new light bulb went on while posting elsewhere. I thought I"d finally gotten to the core only to upset the apple cart again. SCREAM... How long, o God, how long? Can anyone help?
  2. ...one more thing (((HUGGS))))) (if ok)
  3. Welcome. Anything you need, it's here. -POM
  4. Hugs...if it's ok. In response, I can only say 'ditto'.
  5. Thank you so very much. I would like that.
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    What is it like?

    What is it like? To heal? To be healed? To be free? To run like a child once ran? To play? To skip? Is any of that possible? Why so many questions? Why no answers? Why did an hour or two steal my entire life away? My entire world? Including family? Why did she laugh when I said, "I forgive you." Why, if it's really her, does she shy away from me now? Why can't I cry? When can I scream? When is it enough for them? When is God coming back? Why do I feel like I've lost when I know I'm going to win? Where is the little girl? What happened to her? Why does my heart still break? -POM
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    The miracles

    I emailed my daughter tonight. I wrote a letter. Simple. With love from me. A lost art. I sat here contemplating an enemy and I further contemplated forgiveness. It nearly washed over me but not completely. It'll come though and I think it'll be soon. Then I hope to see change in both me and them. God bless! -POM
  8. PearlofMary

    The miracles

    How do you say it? The r word? I walked into a house to go to the bathroom. I was 5. I fear there will never be security even in anonymity. I live in a small town with 'eyes' and 'mouths" and hateful gossip...I wish I could get past it. I prefer to wait on the Lord to correct it. They've already tried to kill me. Twice. I really want to blog this, I can't. I will say this. It was a miracle that kept me and my parents alive that night. No one wants to take responsibility for their actions so I'm blamed. I'm persecuted in wide open places. Call 'her' scarlet and let the peds remain. Makes me sick.
  9. "Today, I am strong. I am a warrior". It may get easier, but it may not. However, YOU will continue to get stronger...I know this. Blessings! -POM
  10. These are very pretty. -POM
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