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CrimsonRegrets

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About CrimsonRegrets

  • Birthday 09/17/1994

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Texas
  • Interests
    reading, videogames, making music, animals, art, piano, punk culture

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  • MembershipType
    Survivor
  1. Trying to heal from my past

    It's the same with me. I never knew anything happened to me until i turned 20 and I started having nightmares and flashbacks. Except I still have no clue what happened to me. I know it wasn't another child though I'm pretty sure it was an adult. And I'm not trying to excuse what she did but odds are she herself was being abused or touched inappropriately. Children aren't capable of rape. They mimic the things adults teach them. I hope I don't sound insensitive by saying that because it's still traumatic either way. I'm glad that your using your experience to help people. The world needs good therapists that understand instead of just having textbook knowledge.
  2. My Kitty Died

    @Free2FlyI hope so
  3. My Kitty Died

    @Free2Fly Thanks. I know that at least before he died he got to know what it was like to be loved and be an indoor cat. I just hate seeing animals suffer.
  4. My Kitty Died

    A couple of days ago I started caring for a little kitten that I found outside. He was the most adorable kitten ever.I fell in love with him the moment I saw him. He was super fluffy and his eyes were two different colors one blue and one green and he would always cuddle with me while i sat on the sofa. This morning he became completely unresponsive and a couple of hour later he died. I'm thinking he probably caught some disease from being outside around a bunch of sick cats. It just breaks my heart because I'm so tired of watching animals die especially kittens. Ever since I was a kid I've always been around stray cats and I've had to watch them suffer with horrible diseases and wounds. And it makes me sick cuz there's nothing i can do. I don't have the money to take them to the vet and the pound won't do crap. If you feed them than its your responsibility is their motto so what am i supposed to do let them starve? I just wish there was some free animal care place that would volunteer to treat stray cats and dogs around here. Like get them fixed and neutered and give them shots. Im tired of watching these cats suffer. All the cats around where I live are sickly. One can hardly eat and i have to feed him eggs and canned food every day cuz his teeth are so bad and another gets pregnant constantly and all her babies end up dead. My neighbor and I wake up to dead kittens in our yards. I just wish there was something I could do.
  5. Hey, I’m a newbie

    @PTSD_RyujiSakamoto Thanks I hope I can remember someday though I'm kindve afraid to because whenever i've come close to remembering something I get worse. I have horrible panic attacks and I become severely depressed so I'm afraid that if I do remember i may not be able to handle it. My anxiety and depression are already bad I feel like remembering may make it worse. Yeah I love watching playthroughs of games. It's nice because I can't always afford the games I want but I can still enjoy them for free. I haven't watched any playthroughs of persona tho cuz i still want to play it myself.
  6. Hey, I’m a newbie

    Hello and welcome to AS. I assume your a persona fan? I finished persona golden days a while back and I've been wanting to play the fifth one but i don't have a ps4. :/ I'm also a survivor of childhood sexual abuse or at least I think I am. I've been having flashbacks and nightmares but I don't have any concrete memories of my childhood. I hope this site helps you.
  7. Nature

    Pictures of nature in various places around Houston.
  8. Hello! Im new.

    Hello and welcome to AS. I noticed on your interests you like rock and metal. Those are my fav genres of music too. What bands do you listen too?
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