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msmary
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1. Finish the sentence… Today I feel… okay. Probably from being high. I’m so happy I have… a place to live in the immediate future. Homelessness is one of my biggest fears behind mob mentality and bears I fear… being pitied and seen as some weak person that can't take care of themselves I feel challenged by… My current work situation. That I have to face what I have done and that includes making my boss feel bad. A wonderful thing that happened today… I began to internalize the idea that I had something happen to me that wasn't my fault that might still be deep withi
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Today I talked to someone on the RAINN crisis chatline. I had a really honest talk in a way that I never have with someone about my most scarring trauma. We discussed how my sexual preferences don't change the way consent is experienced. I for the first time ever felt confirmed that I did experience SA. I don't know how I feel about it. I mostly just feel numb. I realized that I need to work on getting a better support system and that I can do that by being honest and letting some people in. I think I have moved past day 1.
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My life is kind of in shambles right now. I'm in a temporary job situation where I have to live at a summer camp with 16 adults and 60 some children, away from my boyfriend. In my first few weeks there I got moved into a building where it was me in one room and a male stranger in another and we were sharing a bathroom where the door didn't lock. He seemed like a nice guy but being alone with him made me anxious based off my previous experiences in similar dorm style situations. I had too tell my boss who didn't react in the way I needed him too and ever since I've been realizing that I may not
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Hello, my name is Mary. My new years resolution is to be more open and that is forcing me to deal with things that I would rather not deal with, but I have to get figured out I suppose. I'm currently living seven days a week at a summer camp as a nurse and can not leave, can not make many phone calls, and have no service or wifi anywhere. I have three weeks left. People are constantly relying on me and most of the time I'm not sure that I can rely on myself. Which has brought me here. I am not good at sharing or dealing with feelings and this particular topic makes me have panic attacks if I e