Aquarlefty
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Being lonely and being a loner..the cure is difficult to reach. I do not deserve to be lonely because I'm not the making friends type and I'm in a relationship so I should not be but for reasons I can't disclose here I am. Introverted so going to social functions IRL make me drained after a while.
I wish I was easy to please. It was good when I was a kid. My mom would buy me stuff for holidays and I'd be happy with whatever it is.
I wanted to go on vacation during this hot weather. I need that escape from all that is plaguing me but alas part of the problem I am trying to escape from is money worries so the thing that is required to go is exactly one part of what's plaguing me. Ha so funny.
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What, if anything, makes you afraid to talk to people about your rape?
Aquarlefty commented on JustSam's blog entry in Resurrection?
I'm afraid to tell people about it often times because then I won't be able to tell them about anything else I am feeling. This kinda happened to me before which makes it worse. I don't know if I told them about my assault but I told them my story of my childhood and my father. Well they implied that my feelings for a guy weren't real because they just stemmed from not getting enough love from him. It's difficult because people make assumptions about the rest of your feelings or your life. I know that it's easy for them too because on the surface that's the way it looks and that's how it commo -
I thought I registered here before but I guess I didn't because I tried logging in with all my different email addresses and no account so maybe it was somewhere else. Oh well...anyway having a hard time. The last time it happened was not too long ago. I feel like it has affected my focus and possibly my ability to get a job.