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Status Updates posted by oceonwaves
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@MeBeMary and chocolates lots of both to you, alll throughot 2018 and the remainder of this year, thank you for all the support and kindness you show to everyone on here AS.
Bless you for being an amazing humanbeing.
all things chocolate and you have your upsidedown chocolate umbrella to catch them.
happy catching.
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@oceonwaves Thank you so much for the s, , chocolates, and compliments. I am truly humbled and appreciative of your kind words. You made my day. There is 20 minutes left of National Chocolate Day, so I wish you the best Chocolate Day holiday ever. back to you.
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I absolutley love that picture of the oh so cute kitten, on your profile pic is the kitten yours, I love cats and most animals.
glad you are looking forward to 2018
so am I, I hope your therapist begins to help in 2018.
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sorry you feel like this, sitting with you.
no matter what you have said or thought or done, you are truly worthy.
I have experienced your kindness and understanding many times.
you love your pets ,you have tremendous compassion.
you have overcome some terrible obstacles.
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so sorry only just found request to message me from the 11nth May sorry not the best at navigating site, do not do any fb or stuff. I live in UK detectives are dealing with my case .
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@painbroken thinking of you and the ordeal of chemo, sending you healing thoughts.
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@oceonwaves. Thank you dear I appreciate it
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I hope you are well enough to go to Uncle Olaf's funeral on Friday 12th. you are in my prayers.
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you inspire and support people here. you are close to your daughters.
you are open with your feelings . whatever way you were treated that does not define you as a human being. shame on parents that mistreat their children.
there is someone I know at the spiritualist church, that was abused by monk in childhood, on several occasions this monk now deceased , came through to mediums asking for forgiveness , he refused to give him forgiveness and said to medium to tell monk to stop asking because he was never going to forgive him.
one off my teachers in circle who is clairvoyant explained that spirits who have done evil things while on earth are afraid to show themselves, they just put a foot in and hang back and they try and seek forgiveness which is often denied to them so they do not r.i.p.
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Hi Patriciag
I am so grateful to you for being such an inspiring awesome human being .
your about me touched my heart and brought tears to see how much you have overcome and how great you are.
my mother died on march 14 nth 2016, I miss her. there were lots of secrets in her family.
I went to Ireland to see her before she died I did not recognise her at first (cancer)
she had Parkinson's for many years I said goodbye to her on 4th of March
I had to return to London . thank God I had that time with her most we ever talked
and it was healing. for both of us. crying as I type this .
the Eagle spirit animal = trust in your higher self
also means Vision Courage Universality its from power animals oracle cards
your light will shine if you only let it.
I flew like an eagle in a meditation in circle it was beautiful several years ago
also saw the most beautiful wolf by my side another time.
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yeah I am spiritualist and was in development circle
I have seen spirit and it was amazing. I get messages sometimes.
my mother was called Margaret she never complained of pain with the cancer she said she did not have any and was not on painkillers, mind you she was one strong human being.
she didn't know about the most recent rape at least she was not burdened by that.
I want to tell my story here does it go into the format that you click on my story in blue colour
I have written it on paper and burnt it.
maybe if I write it on here I will get some sleep
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If you go to Share You Story you can write your story there.
My mother was Mary Margaret., the side thing she was abusive too. when I was 10 she was tried of being a mom and left all of her children at differed home. I never lived with again. I was the oldest, the youngest was 4. My life has many twist and turns. Bit I have come out stronger.
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I just read the angry god. how dare they blame you its appalling. where is the compassion the non judgement the healing for the soul. Mary queen of angels would not be proud
no one deserves what you went through Unfortunately the catholic work on guilt. there is a saying the jews invented guilt and the catholics perfected it.
as billy Connelly the comedian says A level in guilt if catholic.
I was brought up a catholic its so anti the powerful feminine and they are projecting their stuff on to you. I only go for family funerals now and last time I went I thought no wonder I stopped
its fine for some people I guess
now I am spiritualist and that is so gentle and life affirming.
it really helped me through tough times.
all denominations welcome
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Thank you @oceonwaves I apologize for not replying sooner. I appreciate you taking the time to write this. Thank you for being understanding and not judging.
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sorry about you over eating issue, after 1s't r... I started being bulimic but I said this is another
load of crap , I think its about having a sense of control .
or purging the body of something you don't want,
not eating also is something that you control sometimes
when it seems you can't control anything outside the body
and maybe it helped me numb my feelings of outrage that it happened and fear etc,
I watched addicted to food on Netflix and it was enlightening .
oceonwaves
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thank you you helped by just acknowledging and replying
feel a bit better tonight
lack of sleep a pain, mind goes into overdrive
I think of the ocean , childhood by the ocean
the fresh air and sound of waves soothing.
Oceonwaves
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Hello Patricia
thank you for your support and that lovely pulsating heart, how did you attach that?
a bit rubbish at some computer things,
last night did not realise that anyone had replied
I like name Patricia . I have close family called Patricia, and Patrick he is not alive now.
I know I have the strength to carry me through some of the time.
even though its hellish pain sometimes . Have already reported to police and did video recorded
interview.
oceanwaves
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Thank you, when I was younger I never liked my name, but now love it, it means Noble One, I keep reminding my family that
Yes, I agree that it is hellish at times and there are times you don't think you can do. It is nice to have a place to go to that people understand. My husband is great but I don't want to burden him all the time.
You can get the heart by going to the happy face and click on categories you will see many Emotions, I like the heart even though we can't see each other here, we are never alone and only a away.
The one thing I like here is we use the saying " sitting with you". Sometimes when you feel alone, you can ask others to sit with you, it is nice to know some cares.
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Hello Patricia
I saw the emoji later. this after silence is absolutely amazing
Noble One how great.
Thank for taking the time to explain stuff to me.
The forums are really helpful
I was listening to hayhouse radio during the insomnia.
but aftersilence is more relevant and constructive to me at present
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insomnia and post traumatic stress really a pain.
waiting for trial date. detective has found out more bad stuff about him but they don't disclose
yet.
can you help me with please with removing my birthdate from my profile?
tried to edit it, not successful.