Hey @rebeccam,
Welcome to AS. I am so so sorry you were hurt. I'm new here as well. But everyone is incredibly supportive. You are brave to be reaching out and you are not alone.
Hello... I'm more than a little nervous and not really sure what to say. I'm obviously new and I'm still having trouble coming to terms with what happened. Still occasionally waffling into bouts of denial where I can nearly convince myself I'm just crazy and nothing happened. :/ I was encouraged to join in order to help me understand that I'm not alone and that I'm going to be okay.