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I haven't told hardly anyone in my life. I used to get a lot of sexual attention and dealt with jealousy and sexually predatory behavior and I just KNEW that people would either think I was lying or they would blame me. I still think that would have been the case. Sometimes people want to believe the worst and I rightfully feared that. I told my T about one of the rapes at my last visit. Basically fear of lack of empathy or being blamed has kept me from saying anything. I plan to tell my T about all of it over time though. I need to tell someone IRL. It's time.