Hi everyone, I was molested just one time at about 5 by an aqquaintance. I mostly blocked it out til now. It didn't feel scary while it was happening so I didn't realize it was abuse until now. Well my kids are getting to be the age I was so I couldn't ignore it anymore. At least now I know why I probably have all these problems despite being very fortunate in life. I finally felt ready to try therapy now. I'm dissociating Most of the time ever since I started. I also just don't feel upset at all about the incident so I don't know why I'm feeling bad all of a sudden. I really feel more upset about the various sexist incidents and some other sexual harassment I've experienced since then. I guess the feelings are all tied together. Looks like a great forum, I'm grateful it is here for us! I really need something to get me through until the next therapy session. It's really seeming like I would have been better off not opening this can of worms at all at the moment. But it's too late now! So here I am.