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howlieowl

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  1. I hereby give myself permission to ask for help or friendship, even if I feel annoying or like I have nothing to offer.

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      howlieowl

      :up:Friendship is give and take. Nothing wrong with asking someone to give.

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  2. So very tired

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      sending much positive and supportive energy your way. :candle:sitting with you if you like.

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  3. Not doing so good :( 

    memories are preventing me from sleeping & I feel like I am changing again.... I feel like I know longer care & almost everything around me gets to me .

     

    i'm so done with these Crap memories.

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      im sorry free. those memories can be beyond tough to deal with especially when it effects your sleep. i hope this moment passes, eases, for you. sending many comforting Zzzzs to help with calming the memories for sleep. 

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  4. I am stronger than anyone who has ever hurt me.

  5. Been a bit raw this week...I will be so glad when this raw feeling disappears.  :cry:

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      howlieowl

      im sorry this has not been a good wekk for you. sending you much supporting energy.

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  6. My bird, Sherlock, might be dying. Dads trying to help save him but Idk. I'm prepared. Why make him stay? :sadang:

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      howlieowl

      so very sorry to hear about Sherlock. sending positive comforting energy

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  7. trapped by the emotions, exhausted from the tears, tired of the pressure and afraid of the answers to the questions in my head.The feelings I once tried to leave behind are coming back, saying I can't do this.. and reminding me of how useless I am. :(
    wanna be able to stand up & scream to the world how I feel Instead I sit here quiet unable to speak Wonderin if the day will ever come when I can let it all out

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      sending positive supportive energy. you are not useless. your time of freedom from the pain will come.:supportu:

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  8. Sorry I haven't been on line much lately, took another bad turn. Still waiting to hear from the Dr. in Halifax :(

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      so very sorry things are not looking up right now. sending positive, healing energy

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  9. My boyfriend and I broke up today :(

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      im so very sorry to hear this. i hope you will be okay. sending comforting healing energy

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  10. Afraid to close my eyes don't want to see them

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      howlieowl

      im so very sorry @Painnbroken. sitting with you and sending positive images and energy your way.

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  11. tired of being second choice/nobody being there for me when i need them/caring more for them than they do for me/nobody's priority/just had it

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      im very sorry you are feeling this way. sending you positive caring energy.

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  12. Stressful week! And it's only Tuesday! 

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      ugh, i bet that was a serious pain. good news i guess is there are plenty of days to provide more happiness and less stress.

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  13. Yesterday was my 17th birthday! AND I won my dance competition over the weekend!

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      howlieowl

      HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!:lindybear::lindybear: and congratulations on winning your dance competition:yahoo:!!

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  14. Stressful week! And it's only Tuesday! 

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      howlieowl

      Sorry about the start of your week. I hope it gets better starting today.

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  15. in the beginning stages of a migraine. really despise the blinding pain

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      howlieowl

      @LuthienTinuviel it normally takes me a couple of days to recover strength after because im so fatigued. today im better with lingering muscle soreness. cutting back in carbs, sugars, and caffeine hoping it helps.

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  16. in the beginning stages of a migraine. really despise the blinding pain

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      howlieowl

      Exactly @patriciag ! They never know until they get them. Its how i ended where i am now, karma

      :P

       

       

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  17. in the beginning stages of a migraine. really despise the blinding pain

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      thank you @josiel @patriciag @Painnbroken @LuthienTinuviel for the well wishes. i crashed from the constant pain afterwards. they do suck to have but its apart of my life now i guess so ill keep toughing it out. knowing i had well wishes helped to ease the pain.

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  18. i could end up in the hospital this whole coming week. no one will notice. 

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      i would notice luthien. sending you positive supportive :friends2:energy

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  19. Emotions & flashbacks are on the rise today.  Just want to hide someplace safe.  :cry:

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      sending you comforting energy to help calm the emotions.:notalone:

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  20. So defeated....So done.  To much pain hurts so bad. Feel so destroyed 

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      im sorry your are feeling this way. sending you positive uplifting energy. sitting with you if its okay.:notalone:

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  21. Seems like every reward comes with a punishment for me

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      Sorry to amend my last statement. I meant everyday may not be good but there is something good in every day.

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  22. Seems like every reward comes with a punishment for me

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      i understand how this feels. im very sorry but know the positive will always outweigh the negative. its just hard to see it the light in the darkness at times. everyday may not be good but there is good in everyday. sending you positive energy

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  23. Does my rommate know how to do qnything other than make me feel self conscious about things I try really hard on that she does either effortlessly or BECAUSE she's had lots of practice in?

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      im sorry wolf she is treating you that way. remain strong in who you are. her standards and abilities will not shape you. only you will define and shape who you are and what you can do and what you can be.:supportu:

  24. finally got a therapy appt. next week. 1st time back in over a year. got nervous excitement going on

    1. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      thank you very much @Painnbroken. not looking forward to the starting over part but i am a little:unsure:.

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