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howlieowl

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About howlieowl

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    Growth & Evolution is my Happiness

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    Female
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    California
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    drawing, reading, baking, basketball, working out, long walks, interested in peace:-)

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  1. howlieowl

    Almost 7AM no sleep yet. Just had fight with wife about past abuse & rape, my lack of communication, and overall f---ed "normal" life. So tired of feeling worthless, feeling like my past is always coming between us. Nail in the coffin after reading something on AS.

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    2. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      Im sick of it too. My lack of communication comes from physical abuse when trying to communicate my emotions and then my birth mother not believing me when I confessed my abuse at the time it was happening. I learned early on its safer to keep quiet. I have given writing some thought in the past. Its hard to find the strength and courage so many say I have when I dont even feel it.

    3. Me89

      Me89

      I will echo that you are not worthless. I have enjoyed the times I have interacted with you in chat or on the board and find your posts to always be very encouraging and full of wisdom. I am sorry you and your wife had a fight, I hope she is able to be supportive for you in your healing journey.

    4. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      thank you Me. i have the same hope too. i think my issues can be too much for her at times, yesterday being one of them.

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