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Painnbroken

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  1. Tired of fighting so hard and Im getting now were 

  2. Tired of fighting so hard and Im getting now were 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I’m sorry Beam.  Sitting with you for as long as you want and need if okay.  :hug:if okay. 

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  3. Fear there is nothing left of me.  

  4. Too much but don't want to talk to anyone and bring them down, Isolation is good.

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you if okay.  I can relate I’m doing it myself. 

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  5. Thx again for helping bring me back from another very bad flashback

  6. Thx again for helping bring me back from another very bad flashback

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      @Angel4100

      you’re very welcome dear anytime.  Glad I could help you through this.  Anytime you need me just leave me a message.  Safe hugs to you dear. 

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  7. I hope you are doing well today! sending my good thoughts your way. 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      @Jayt

      thank you for the kind message.  I’m doing okay at the moment been a bit under the weather, but I’m okay.  How are you doing dear?  Safe hugs to you if okay. 

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  8. My stress level is through the roof today.  Feel like I’m going to explode into a million pieces.  

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      @Kmkz, @ActivistAlly, @MeBeMary, @Sandycheeks, @oceonwaves

      Thank you all for the support, sitting with me, the love and the hugs very much appreciated.   :hug:back you all if okay. 

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  9. Hurting and feeling so screwed up. :tear:

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      @ActivistAlly, @Free2Fly, @Sandpiper

      Thank you for sitting with me, the kind words and the hugs.  

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  10. I don't know where to go

    I don't know what to feel

    I don't know what to do

    I don't know who I am

    I am just that scared sometimes.

    ~unknown~

  11. Feelibg really unsettled

  12. Heart is feeling very heavy.  Wish someone would find the cure for cancer period. 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      @Iheartcupcakes 

      i pretty much think most of us are in agreement with this and thank you for the hug. 

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  13. Heart is feeling very heavy.  Wish someone would find the cure for cancer period. 

  14. I have been all over the place lately. Wish I knew why these few anniversary dates are so much harder then the other ones are for me. 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you during this time. Safe :hug:to you as well if okay 

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  15. Heart is feeling very heavy.  Wish someone would find the cure for cancer period. 

  16. I give up on everything what’s the point. Everything is my fault. I just want hide away forever. Had enough of this. Have no more left in me. 

  17. YOU GOT YOUR TATTOO,  NICE

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      @patriciag

       I haven’t gotten it yet.  This is the tattoo I will be getting as soon as I’m permitted to do so.   I’m getting this one and another one once the doctor approves I can get them done.  

  18. Never fall asleep when eating milk duds in the bed. It ain't pretty.:blink:

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Oh my that’s really messy.  I’m sorry.  

  19. I hurt. Exhausted. Anxiety off the charts. Nauseated. Afraid. 

    Can't concentrate. Hard to work. But I'm trying...trying not to be useless.

    Sad. Just want to cry but can't...or won't. Maybe what's even scarier is the very real possibility of not being able to stop.

    Feeling like next week is an evil, insidious monster that is creeping toward me, slowly and certainly. Waiting to devour me. Licking its teeth in anticipation...sharpening its claws. It knows it will destroy...and I can't stop it. 

    It thinks it has won. I will sink, sucked under. Dashed about on rocks and sand...held captive by the rip tide of grief and pain, suffocated...silenced. Completely engulfed. 

    But....it can't last forever. It won't. And when I am free of despair's grip, I will again be the winner. I will come out on the other side, and I will carry on...just like I have from day one of this awful journey. I will fight, and I will change the world...one heart at a time. 

    But now...now I hurt more deeply than there are words for. 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Thank you love and you’re very welcome!  I’m back well trying to be back fully.  Been very triggering and another Anniversary coming up ugh.  Sorry.  Just know you’re not alone my friend and love you too!   :hug:

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  20. I hurt. Exhausted. Anxiety off the charts. Nauseated. Afraid. 

    Can't concentrate. Hard to work. But I'm trying...trying not to be useless.

    Sad. Just want to cry but can't...or won't. Maybe what's even scarier is the very real possibility of not being able to stop.

    Feeling like next week is an evil, insidious monster that is creeping toward me, slowly and certainly. Waiting to devour me. Licking its teeth in anticipation...sharpening its claws. It knows it will destroy...and I can't stop it. 

    It thinks it has won. I will sink, sucked under. Dashed about on rocks and sand...held captive by the rip tide of grief and pain, suffocated...silenced. Completely engulfed. 

    But....it can't last forever. It won't. And when I am free of despair's grip, I will again be the winner. I will come out on the other side, and I will carry on...just like I have from day one of this awful journey. I will fight, and I will change the world...one heart at a time. 

    But now...now I hurt more deeply than there are words for. 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      You have every reason to be hurting love. Im sorry that you are.  Sitting with you and very safe gentle hugs to you dear. 

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