Brunetta

I don't think I really have a support system I think. My husband and best friends know about the most recent thing that happened - from about 5 years ago - but I guess they think I just got over it. I've never spoken of things that happened prior to that. i wouldn't say that i cope with triggers. I do have an ED which is currently in relapse.

Hi there! I'm new here. I haven't been to therapy, but I find that online forums are less scary. I would really like to start the healing process, but I tend to go through periods of denial where I will convince myself that the abuse never happened until I get triggered for whatever reason. It's an endless cycle.