reluctantly peeking in to saying hello in Public: Welcome! Posted August 6, 2016 Hi. I'm very hesitant about joining an internet support forum about these types of issues. However, I realize I should try it before I knock it. Heaven knows, there are like zero real life support groups out there. I've been in treatment for 25 years. I'm 42 yrs old. Very frustrated with how long it's all taking. I've been to so many therapists I refuse to try and count. Hospitalized 20+ times. Have tried so many different medications my psychiatrist I fear has thoughts of giving up. Have had ect...not good for anyone w/ptsd imo. My diagnoses are c-ptsd and depression with a dollop of ocd thrown in for good measure. I'll prbly look around for awhile before diving in here, but thought I'd at least get my toe in the door here. Thx.